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Sandy Wilson Poem
Your hands untouched
Smell unknown
Hugs not felt
Words unsaid
Embedded into me
Mind wonders
Heart races
Agony of wanting
What I can't have
Give me a minute
To recognize there's nothing between you and I
You listen quietly
Day and night
Now's your turn to speak
Shed me your light
Let me see what others can
And I can not
Give me a memory of you
The heart wants what it can't have
For love is immortal
And it bleeds in its need
Copyright © Sandy Wilson | Year Posted 2010
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My head is heavy
And your know where near
Our lives are slowly crumbling
And we're not there to hear
Sand bag to wall
We're there when each other fall
Release your load
Only so much you can take
Give it to me
I'll hold your world on my shoulders
Sandbag to wall
I'll do my best not to fall
In turn
I know we'll soon switch
My shoulders are in a slouch
And life's becoming too big of a bit©h
Your silent words spoken
Things said but not heard
A hoax in communication
A bridge thats now been burnt
Each lie and blameful word
Melted in a smoldering pot
Craters into your life
Strips you left with only a soul to show
The meteoroid was left standing there
Some what in tacked
But left a tear
Like a dagger in the heart
You refuse to take out
Time over time
The meteoroid has dissapeared
but still you imagine its there
Stuck in the past
Your stubborn as a ass
When will you move on
We cleaned up the debris
Everyday we came by
Between each heart fulled hi and goodbye
We'd fill our baby up
Trying to help him get by
But no matter how hard we tried
He was just a hole
I look back to dusk
And see my blooming flower
So many bees all around
They were bound to sting
Ignore all signs and look at you now
After they all fly high
And leave you under the great blue sky
Everyday Ill come
And lay there with a rope
Waiting to pull you back
And carry you into a world of hope
Because I'm afraid of your other ways to cope
Copyright © Sandy Wilson | Year Posted 2010
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It's the metal in my hand,
Like biting into an apple
The juice runs down my arm
Its nectar is what I need
To make me cede
Wanting it to be shown
What it feels like to be me
In the moment, I’ll give up hope
This is the only way I know how to cope
Will you just help me please?
Wanting someone to see
and just know what I mean,
What its like to fall
With no pit that compares to be this deep
Just want to hear my voice
Loud and clear
But as long as I hang here
I have no control
But to watch myself tear
This is what I've become
What I've done
Don't be surprised
For once actually look with your eyes
And you'll see the real me
Showing all the signs
Now I just ask you please
Hear me and take me out of my misery
Not asking to move a mountain over seas
Just lay it over me to let me be
Is it possible to think about anything but this?
Will the thought ever quit?
Pain over comes any thing
Including this
I want it to be seen
It’s how much it hurts
Not the scar it leaves behind,
But the stab that’s not seen
I will fall back into the hole
Hold my breath and do not breathe
Because today I wear my heart on my sleeve
Copyright © Sandy Wilson | Year Posted 2010
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We may be young but wer're more than a box,
In a mirror you may see the reflection but not much
We're eager to get out there and show what we've become
Seem not to give credit for all the work we've done
We're human too, and intend to make the same mistakes as you
Copyright © Sandy Wilson | Year Posted 2010
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Your in my gears
Cover me in tears
From head to toes stained in your blood
Just act like it's not there
An embellishment amongst a prayer
Feeling of left alone covered in disppear
Dying to cry or crying to die
What your doing to me is killing me inside
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Sandy Wilson Poem
I never new I could cry of joy
Something too far in the distance
With only hatred by myside
I choose the closest one almost everytime
But there it is black and white
I hold back not letting my weak crevests show through
There it is
Past on two pieces of papers
Seen through your two eyes
I don't know wheather I should quince in the past
Or to smile it's over
Something that seems so immposible for you
I want you too have it so bad
I have no advice
There's nothing you can do
What would I do if we ever lost you
Your words bring tears to my eye
To be part of your spark of joy
Getting back when you still desvere so much more
There in black in white
Your words show a part of my tear
Copyright © Sandy Wilson | Year Posted 2010
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Wishing to be numb
Coaxed by it's powerful fake love
Let it take over and drown out
Wishing I've made bad choices
To be wash out
To not remember a part of your life is a gift
Get in
drug up
drain in
Blood drips from my torn skin
Copyright © Sandy Wilson | Year Posted 2010
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When I got something mean to say I keep it in here,
Where I know you can't hear,
Because I'm aware of your feelings,
I don't like to crush,
Maybe to hurt,
Yes it's my intentions,
But it's how you kicked me to the dirt,
You say you still want to be friends,
I'll keep my side not to hurt you with my rhythm or rhyme,
But don't call me mic and you better stop being the tester,
This ain't no joke I'm no jester
Copyright © Sandy Wilson | Year Posted 2010
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Sandy Wilson Poem
First things first you have to understand the last time I opened up, I left feeling burnt. I have let my secrets surround and protect me; I have let its vines grow into thick foliage. I could peer between the leaves and still feel like I remain in your same world. Four years ago, I had many tactics and relentlessly tried them all. I have tried to escape this plane in hopes to escape myself. The moment of dealing and processing I have found does not occur in a wonderful symbiotic nature. I struggle to process what I am now. I have danced with my demons, and seduced the devil twice, what does that say about who I am? I used to live in a fear of jumping into dark waters with an unknown depth, but after walking in the darkest nights far along the abyss I wrestle living with the knowledge of knowing the height of it all, and the depth of the fall. I don't know for how much longer I can keep pretending I'm safe in these waters.
Copyright © Sandy Wilson | Year Posted 2014
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You make me angry
I'm upset
Your words make my heart skip a beat
And for once have a little bit of hope in you and me
I would have sailed across the sea
Your words so convincing
Your lies seemed so true
Words no action
Saying is not doing and that’s the truth
Was it all a dream?
Did the conversation ever happen?
You don't act upon
Make me sad
But mostly mad
You’re so freaking frustrating
Just shut up all
I hear is your ********
Spill the beans
Next day and change your mind
Just save your time
Leave out the testify
You make me think so hard
To the point where I crumble
You don't see the reasons why
The tears run so dam far
Don't you remember?
You have no freaking clue what this did to me
Anger runs through my heart
You make it so dam hard
To get on with my life
Would you remember me?
If I slipped away from my destiny
You leave me struggling to breathe
Post up all over
My face on minds
My words becoming prostitution
You leave my heart racing
Then stand alone
Waiting for the bus even as it goes by
You leave me holding a pillow at night
To my face so tight
So no one can see what this caused me
Make me feel crazy
Over you till you speak
Walking up a slope
Don't go no where
Every time your there I slide back down
Into the pit of disappear
Just burry me in the ground
Leave me there, with shovel in hand
Put me down like old Wilson’s dog
Let me rot away become part of the tree I lay beneath oh so peace fully
Until you come back and breathe me in
And there's no escaping this corroded town I'm in
Copyright © Sandy Wilson | Year Posted 2010
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