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Evgeniy Ermakoff Poem
Blue is the color that fills your room every time.
Waiting for my train; l lied to my mom.
Brown is the color of your eyes that I fell in love with.
My heart was broken, how did you fix it?
We're lying on your couch.
"Home alone" and gentle touch.
Midnight; the Christmas tree
And your hot, sweet black tea.
You warm me with your hands,
I kiss your perfect face and...
I wanna dance with you in the rain or snow,
In very worst heat or great storm.
You caught me when I was falling (down).
I'm so afraid of being alone now.
Green is the color of my eyes that you look into
every time I come to your town.
Black is the color of my T-shirt, that smells like you,
Now it's in the air when I think of you, babe.
Small pizza;"I care a lot"
Boy I know what you want.
Our photos on your phone.
Scarlet marks on collarbone.
You hold my hands till they're warm.
The world's gray, but we are golden.
I wanna dance with you in the rain or snow,
Even if they say it is wrong.
You caught me when I was falling (down).
My whole world is you and I.
Copyright © Evgeniy Ermakoff | Year Posted 2026
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Evgeniy Ermakoff Poem
Gray morning, streets and your job,
The garage, then you go home,
Your cat's waiting at the door.
Midnight snack and black tea,
The lights of your Christmas tree
That you dressed all alone.
That's your whole schedule.
Did you ever think you'd have to say all of those words?
I didn't know that silence brokes your heart worse. But...
Doesn't that haze over your hometown and traffic lights tell you that this love is worth the fight?
And in the middle of the night, you'll find that all is fine.
Just don't say your bland goodbye.
It's enough for me. It's enough for us.
Noise at home, trains, and study.
I'm not invited to parties,
But I still wouldn't go.
Counting the corners in room,
Then staring up at the roof,
What a pathetic sight.
And that's my whole life.
I never thought i'd have to hear all of those words.
How could I forget that love's the hardest work? But...
The voices in my head and your heart, I can't smash it up.
They tell me that this love is worth the fight.
And in the middle of night, i’ll find that all is fine.
Just don't say your bland goodbye.
It's enough for me. It's enough for us.
(It's enough, it's enough, it's enough)
It's enough for us, oh-ohh
(It's enough, it's enough, it's enough)
(It's enough, it's enough) for us.
I'm so disappointed you said you'd be gone.
You said our love story was just for fun
And we're together until you're young.
(What are we fighting for?)
I'm on the floor trying to freeze the time
Just to hold you with my coldest arms.
I'm feeling the breakdown of all of my charms (That we've been under)
You left me stranded and misunderstood
But we can fix it if we tell the truth.
Love is a cruel game that we can lose,
(Unless we change the rules).
(It's enough, it's enough, it's enough)
(It's enough, it's enough) for us.
Copyright © Evgeniy Ermakoff | Year Posted 2026
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Evgeniy Ermakoff Poem
Without an alarm I break off my sleeping,
Trying to escape the California dreaming.
Washed the plates from last night's dinner,
Fed your cat and sat by the window.
I kissed you softly on the shoulder,
Closed my eyes, and then I wondered
Why you turned away from me?
Only Eve notices me leaving.
Henceforth the love is gone that we once had.
Henceforth you wake up alone in your king-sized bed.
Henceforth your sweet words echo in my head.
Henceforth I'm haunted.
Half a mile from your apartment
to the Ural Cinema stop,
Fifteen minutes on the tracks,
and l still feel your lips on mine.
I didn't know what fear was then,
When all that's left of love is sand.
To see a million different faces on the streets
But in the crowd to seek your dimming shade.
Henceforth the love is gone that we once had.
Henceforth you wake up alone in your king-sized bed.
Henceforth your sweet words echo in my head.
Henceforth I'm haunted.
I left this place the same day
I waited for you on a bench
On a cold and empty promenade.
I've spent the hours for you just to say
"I love you so much" and get nothing back.
The unspoken rule of "Kiss me when
we cross the threshold" was broken,
Like the promises that we made, never to keep 'em.
Henceforth I'm pondering you're the only one that I wanted.
Copyright © Evgeniy Ermakoff | Year Posted 2026
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Evgeniy Ermakoff Poem
I serve my body day and night,
Breathing in and breathing out.
My skin’s pale and paper-thin,
People can see right through me.
I fill my lungs with nicotine
So I don’t have to stress ‘bout it.
If I had money and no sense
I'd use hard drugs and yellow pills.
Proteins, fats, and some carbs;
Four meals a day, and nothing helps.
My mom said when I was 16
That death looks better in coffins.
I've tried so hard to find something attractive in the mirrors,
All I see in my reflection’s lots of flaws and imperfections. Baby,
Turn off the lights and draw the blinds,
Touch my body, get me high.
I’ve been hiding from the eyes,
Now just hide it all inside.
I need someone to f*** me just
So I can prove i’m good enough.
In fact, it works, but who is up
For wasting that much of their time?
But when perverts online clicked "like”,
Shared, texted me and subscribed,
My ego reached new heights, and fell
When I stepped on the bathroom scale.
Influencers, pretty faces,
healthy food, and six-pack abs
On every screen, in p***, in ads,
the World Wide Web and dating apps
I've tried so hard to find something attractive in the mirrors,
All I see in my reflection’s lots of flaws and imperfections. Baby,
Turn off the lights and draw the blinds,
Touch my body, get me high.
I’ve been hiding from the eyes,
Now just hide it all inside.
Since I have no one to call mine,
I spend nights on my phone, so I
Get compliments and dirty “wows”
From strangers when they see my a***.
Since he said I don't turn him on,
I've really wondered what is wrong.
My skin cannot hide my bones,
And I can't get rid of these thoughts.
Copyright © Evgeniy Ermakoff | Year Posted 2026
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