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Briyanna Lawess Poem
veins are craving
like my soul needs saving
my emotions got me caving
i just wanna be here waving
on a wave like no other
but please don’t tell my mother
I hide behind a cover
while her daughter sits and suffers
scared to call it an addiction
cause that’ll put me in a hard position
people will start giving me propositions
like my mind and self control will be in competition
I realize we all out here addicted our vices
all these different fixes be costing different prices
the days pass and my tolerance rises
chasing the high like I’m chasing grand prizes
a grand prize that’s just a temporary reward
one will last long just enough for my problems to be ignored
other ways to be feel better, but those that haven’t explored
need to press a reset button and get my
mind restored
get my head restored and revived
cause I feel my inner self has been deprived
been down for a while, but no choice but to survive
only going up from here , nothing else to do but thrive
thrive in a new direction
my flaws are to be corrected
impossible to be perfected
but In a place I can be tested
tested and improved
the toxicity removed
a better self who I approve
back to the grind & get in my groove.
Copyright © Briyanna Lawess | Year Posted 2026
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Briyanna Lawess Poem
is it butterflies you give me
or u get me all in my feels
it is how you disappear for weeks
and show up like we’re ideal
I’m here arguing with myself
debating if it’s real or in my head
one second you’re telling me you miss me
the next it’s hours left on read
just tried to have you by side
with you I was ready for any ride
I’d look in your direction, and search that sparkle In your eye
then took less than 30 second, to know it was only sparking on mine.
wanted make you smile throughout the day
& make you miss me when I’m gone
have you thinking bout much you love me
pillow talking me telling me i was the one
one minute its walking on eggshells
yet when you hug me, I’ve felt most safe
you held me like it was honest
now left getting through the path of lies you paved.
Copyright © Briyanna Lawess | Year Posted 2026
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Briyanna Lawess Poem
I say I’m independent
but I’m lonely when alone
I say I don’t need you
but want to see ur name calling my phone
every time you call
I say oh no not again
meanwhile I’m wishing I could answer
i still say I love you in my head
I tell my girls it’s over
deep down I want it to be true
instead I’m addicted to your poison
still inhaling every one of your fumes
i hate you but still want you
how is that not toxic?
you make me cry then you make me cum
I swear that be psychotic
I shoulda kept you blocked
moved on and dissapeared
show you I’m better off
and not let the fake interfere
I know they all be judging
, I would be too
screaming out “ITS FOR THE BETTER ”
when Deep down my heart knows it’s true
Copyright © Briyanna Lawess | Year Posted 2026
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