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Jessica Swackhamer Poem
looking puzzled in a daze, watching as the sky turns grey!
Trying to figure out exactly what to say, wondering why things have to be this way!
Millions of emotions running deep, overwhelming thoughts make it hard to sleep!
Fears beccoming nightmares, dreams feeling out of reach!
I can see happiness in the distance and i'm reaching out to grab ahold,
but its too far away! Trying to cope, waiting for the feeling of self worth to
overcome my feelings of worthlessness but with all the chaos and catastrophes
its like it isnt meant to be! Tons of anxiety makes it hard to breathe!
Thoughts of ignorance makes anger hard to hide!
Through visions of red and bloodshot eyes, I ask myself why God why?
Why can't we all just be at peace? Why can't we live without pain?
Why must we live our lives this way? Why cant we get rid hate of and fear?
Thats just it though, stop and think! It doesn't have to be this way!
You and me can change the world, look to God and say a prayer!
Ask for forgivness and pray for help, for a better world live by the Book!
Copyright © Jessica Swackhamer | Year Posted 2010
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Its hard to express how I feel inside,
most the time I wish I could just curl up and die!
Tears of sorrow run down my face,
as I pray for an exit so I can exscape!
Thoughts of suicide are hard to fight
when you feel like your being burried alive!
With depressing thoughts trying to take control
I wish that I could just let go!
Let go of my life and say goodbye,
goodbye to all the chaos of drama and fear in my life!
I wish things wern't this way,
and as bad as I wish I could leave this place,
I just can't fade away!
Theres three little faces keeping me here,
three beautiful smiles keeping me sane!
My three amazing children keep a smile on my face!
A glance of them smiling makes it all clear!
They are the reasons why I need to stay strong,
and there love is all I need to want to stay,
thinking of them is what keeps me alive!
Copyright © Jessica Swackhamer | Year Posted 2010
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Your kind loving eyes mesmerize me!
Your warm caring hands make me feel grand!
Your soft spoken words make me feel afloat!
Your sweet sexy smile warms my soul!
Butterflies appear when you hold me near!
When in your presence I have no fears!
I want you to know your the love of my life,
And I give to you my heart and soul,
for you are the one who makes me whole!
Copyright © Jessica Swackhamer | Year Posted 2010
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Never thought the day would come, that we would ever actually be done! With all the love I thought we shared, why cant I shed a single tear? Happy memories of our past have vanished or were they ever there? I cant even think of you, because everytime I start to all I want to do is vomit! I thought you stole my heart, I thought I'd get it back shattered like a piece of glass! Now I've come to realize you never really had it, the only thing that kept me there was ignorance and fear!
Copyright © Jessica Swackhamer | Year Posted 2010
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