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John Diket Poem
Hidden in weeds
heart vavle on squeezed.
Watch me not bleed.
Even if it cuts deep
Keeps you away from
My bule boredom face
Made you see unloveable me.
On a big screen .
Waiting for your glance at me.
Human floating
Spirt weak
night terror screams.
Dark heart beating weak.
With a single glance
Staring right though my core
reflection hides and retreats .
Shadows knows you will be bored
Once you uncover all my stains
Not fooling me
I won't succeed .
odds that were against
Unloveable me.
No way you will feel the same
once you finally see .
When you leave my hand
Alone
While you are own your course
I 'll be cast in a forgotten land .
Unloveable me
drifting slowly away
Into space ,
Saying no more
You had the key
You were to save me.
I'll never be loveable
Without you baby
Unloveable me always.
UNLOVEABLE ME
Copyright © John Diket | Year Posted 2025
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John Diket Poem
My crushing veins.
Its tapping into my tame heart .
And you're to blame .
Strange I'm falling apart
As you open up a wound as
your nails clawing in
Whipping away at my at skin.
I'm sewn up
So you could
pull it out again .
In sight of you
Pain never ends
It's your name etched
in my skin.
Love lava rain
every drops burns on me.
Melting everything away.
Love lava rain
Saw your crude reflection
I never seen
drop burns in me.
As you say my name.
Flesh tightening up.
Regretting
giving you the key
Rough terrain
You spoil the peace
Of my map of anxiety.
Boiling point
Capacity
fondling the heat
that comes off of me.
Sheets are burning once between you and me .
Pictures of us nude.
On the front page of my brain.
Cant delete my internal drive .
Want to erase you from me.
Wanna forget all the love- lava- rain
ENTERNAL SUNSHINE movie
wish it was real today
the burning question
I left at your feet
When I was melting away.
Love- lava- rain
every part of you melting away.
Erase you from me.
Then wash me
clean by rain
Im done with the lava drops
burn on me.
Love lava won't burn so deep
I want love Only
Im done with the lava drops
burning so deep.
Copyright © John Diket | Year Posted 2025
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Honestly.
it wasnt me .
It was never really in my reach.
Never knowing what could be.
I persecuted everything about
you and me .
time open my eyes,
Vulnerable lie.
IS it too late to cry?
Can't get back what
she
took
away.
I thought I had It all,
my first love
Truly its faith.
Love is complicated.
Can't be explained.
Made fun of me,
as your ex stood there
And all our friends.
You laugh
Not knowing ,I was scared.
Cause I told a
VULNERABLE LIE
I still gave you a chance ,
Proving
my worth
IT's my fault when I told you ,
it wouldn't work
if you lied
SHARED A
Vulnerable lie
You wanted to see where this leads
I started the poison
vulnerable piece.
A place where I won the noose
To hang me.
We both wanted to
hide the vulnerable piece.
Put it behind us.
Why would you ask me a
question,
If you didnt want to
answer you own question?
Will the outcome change
If you knew I was weak?
Vulnerable lie
Hypocrite you
Hypocrite me
I betray you too
Trying to save what we made.
I know you wish you knew about me
Im losing that race.
If it came up again!
Would you do the same ?
Pick me?
to protect
Us now?
A
Vulnerable lie
we both told
that would've change our destiny.
Copyright © John Diket | Year Posted 2025
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John Diket Poem
Love spell
weight of you.
You have ahold on me .
Take your trigger clothes.
I want you to slip them down,
Now.
Ohh ,
Am I worthy?
Let me see what I can do?
Your affection is my addiction ,
Intimate eyes looking though
Holding my attention.
Electrifying as you sending
shockwaves.
Im flying with you.
In and out space .
You have ahold on me.
Spark a flame in my dark.
Endless fire maze
knowing you will never get out with me.
Realizing am no good with you
I wanta tell you
"Get your trigger clothes.
Stay Away
from my 700 plex".
You deserve more than that.
I shouldn't want you to go
I WANNTA believe
You're built for me
But
Im down on the floor with shells.
Dark as hell.
Don't look at me now,
You're always be my sugar sweet
Im full of crumbs and drity secrets,
You wouldn't want to sleep next to me.
I'LL Bring you down
You shouldn't stay.
Cause its cloudy and full of disease.
Im lost at sea.
With an angry monster chasing me.
Its me !
Its me
You're glistening angel.
Floating above
so everyone could see.
You can have it all
Except when you are with me.
You have the world
You deserve more.
You dont belong with me.
I cant take you to Hawaii.
So take trigger clothes
I know you will find
an exotic dessert that can pay
for that dinner you deserve .
As I sink to the ocean floor.
While you still on the shore
Could I give you more?
Love is letting go
Knowing Im not everything
you deserve
There's a lot more
Out there to explore
Love is letting go.
Something I dont deserve .
You!
You
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Reliving Coastline memories.
We drove to the beach.
I wrote in the sand.
" I hate
the way you
make me feel"
I wanta depend on your hand.
You make me the happiest,
man.
I want you back.
You get me out of my comfort zone.
taught me about cow bellys,
I don't want anybody
to feel the way I do,
about you.
So don't let them in!
You made me who I am.
Recalling coastline memories
walking on the beach.
Hour car ride.
You're calling /canceling
With that guy.
You were supposed to meet.
I'm attracted to your honesty.
Did you wait to call him ,
when you were with me?
You wanted me to know that you moved on.
Cause I cut you deep.
I wanta scream Sorry.
We are
Close to the coastline.
You know where I stand
I'm stuck on you.
I'm driving you to the beach.
Never losing you again.
I wanted to start the drive
with a list of
redemption apologies.
At the end of the night, I wanted you to forgive me.
I know in takes alot from your history
Will I have another shot ?
Wannabe on the coastline with you.
Promise I won't break your heart,
Not this time!
You may break mine!
I'll take that chance
You are more than a treasure chest.
I learn my lesson.
Even after 20 years
Making me feel uneasy
with that stare.
When you are mad at me,
For trivial things.
When old friends bring up your ex.
Talking about your history
Im still jealous when
they mentioned him.
You're still are out my league.
Deeper and harder in love
with you.
Im into you only.
You still have a chance to break my heart because it belongs to you.
It ends at the coastline with you.
It always
be you.
Copyright © John Diket | Year Posted 2025
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On the interstate
Single
looking for another bae.
I'm a hurt man.
Some say I'm cold.
I always wanted to be .
Now I would be forevermore
since you hurt me
I don't have a clue
On what to do .
After this pain settles in.
Built this palace
You left me in.
Its an
Open void
Hard to fill.
its killing me.
It has me moving.
Leaving these streets
Searching for someone that looks like you
Thought it be easy.
Its impossible to find another you.
Seeing things
like
trees
that Im passing by are waving
bye.
The other side is Motioning
come back soon
and
beg her for another try.
My roads weaves in and out of yours.
All my emotions leaks out.
When I see you
Do you wanta see more
of
this awful aroma
hitting everyone like a
disease
leaving a mark
That people see.
Written on my face
And when they ask me .
What are We?
I can't say.
I have (this)
Disappointed face!
Then I think back , on what I did!
Then the past hits,
Then the past hits,
Still haunting me!
I don't wanna move on .
Start thinking of that time I first saw you
With those earrings and your high pony and
That jean skirt you love to wear
We are gonna be
Priceless art.
my memories of us.
We made priceless art.
Are Cruel Misery dream
Over thing I have left you
We had something I can't explain !
The only thing
that keeping me
breathing,
Is a Faint smell of you
On my bed.
Counting down to another fix !
I can only wish
I was the only one
for you!
Can I keep this
ghost of you.
Telling me
I should go...
caution....with
Some one new .
That looks like you
I keep a sexy image locked in my head
I'm following the path of how we met .
You were my fox
I'm the hunter
Dragging my knees into the ditch
To just get close to you
Then I lost sight of you
I searching down a wrong path
I pick one from the box
Slightly looks like you
Squinting makes her look Like You!
And I'm bored
But she doesn't sound like you.
memory of you is
Fading in and out
But I know its not you
it's not real.
So I let her go.
Not fair to the innocent.
I love you more .
That's my secret
I love you
Instead of making a new fix .
I wish you were
Here
Can you be Permanent fix?
How do we reKindle this?
making you
My Forever fix!
Can you be my fix?
you are my only fix!
How can I fix this?
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