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James Aguilar Poem
I kneel and hand you this ring
That symbolizes our marriage and eternal love
Maybe it's intuition
Some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I know I've found my best friend
I knew I loved you before I met you
I believed and dreamed you into life
I have been waiting all my life for you
I've found my meaning to live again
I am complete now that I have found you
Anytime I need to see your face
I just close my eyes
And I am taken to a place
Where love is born and secured
Sweet like fine sugar
I don't need to try to explain
I just hold on tight and if it happens again
I may move into to your heart
Look into my eyes they are not telling lies
I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment
Getting comfy seeking true love is what I live for
A smell of perfume knocks me down to your command
It's like I'm down on the floor inside our heart
And I don't know what makes love and perfume
Have so many similarities that make two people bond
Using symbols, using words can be linked
When love shoots it should be aimed for eternity
Eight things that make our love’s constitution strong
I believe Jehovah God makes marriage last
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the most attractive features are the heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the only ones who disagree are players or evil spirits
I believe forgiveness is the key to true happiness
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
I want to move in time with you
I want my heart beat match yours
I want to feel your hand in mine
And do all the things you want me to
The autumn breeze that comes from the mountains
Will be the legitimate witness of my proposal for our love
So I ask you to take this time to answer would you marry me?
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Some thing tells me that you lie
I feel the lie when you tell me
That you love me and miss me
Do you really feel my love?
Sometimes I want to cry
Other times I want to scream
To think that you made me into a man
You’re the first that I ever loved and the last
You’re the one that stays in my mind
Like tattoos on skin is the image in my heart
You were the one I truly wanted
My only desire was to make you happy
In my arms and under the moon
You took my innocence and my light
I sometimes think that if you took
Our relationship seriously and with no lies
Symbolically you took my virginity away
In the way that I no longer feel what I felt
When I first laid eyes on you in the ninth grade
The skips of heart beats when I talked to you
The nervous chill when we looked at each other
I doubt that you were a virgin and lets not
Touch that subject because you were far from it
Your kind is never rare a player is what you’re called
I’m 20 years old single with a lot of company
My heart is recovering slowly
Only another love will do the finishing touch
They say that men do not cry
Men are dogs and we play with love
They never say when woman hurt the heart
What’s the point being muscular and romantic?
If the heart will be damaged from lies
I gained wait in seven months not because of you
I think that a girl should love a guy just how he is
Love his kindness, romance, sarcasm, and poetry
A blow of betrayal is the deepest wound for men
I learned the hard way that innocence will always lose
You started the heat in my body
With you is when I learned about dating
And the flaws of love
Here and now no one will ever play me
I don’t wish you harm
Because I love you like the world does
But what comes around goes around
It is as simple as that
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Whenever I feel like just giving up
Whenever my dreams just fade away
I just return to my heart
Because I know that I'll find comfort there
And when the world is closing in
Hope comes and saves me once again
Well there's never been a boy who’s luckier
Lost in the ocean of broken dreams
Well there's never been a more grateful man
Though I don't show it a lot
I know what I got with you is lost
And if there's a storm that's closing in
You use to push it away
You use to understand
And I'd do anything just to please your dreams
You use to do anything
Just to know that I can hold on to you
Well you know every time I look
At that expression printed on the page
I think I hear you, whispering the magic
And the compliments I need so badly
Now I've been running circles
Around the notion that you'd find me baby
One day maybe,
But all the physic powers of suggestion
I've been sending your way, so can't you hear me say?
I want your arms all around me,
I want your face, all around me,
I want your perfume, all around me,
I love the way you smile
Love can move some one to a place inside the heart
I thought I'd change my opinion again
But you moved me in a way that I've never known
You abused me in a way that I've never known.
When the madness stops then you will be alone
So you're the kind who deals with the games in the mind
You confuse me in a way that I've never known.
You just keep me contemplating,
That your soul is slowly fading
I used to move you in a way that you've never known
Then I accused you in a way that you've never known
But you hurt me in a way never known
Listen Baby
Infidelity is a Flaw of Love
When the madness stops then you will be alone
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Someone once told me
No one on this earth is perfect
And I believe it
But loyalty can be perfect
You never played
Loyalty
You can say unconquered
Real love is immortal
Its eternal
No matter where we could be
Houston, Atlanta, L. A, or Norcross
With money or without it
You’re still with me
But you help me assemble
All kinds of problematical puzzles
Hoping time will get better
Like they said 'Until death do you apart”
I just hope you'll be mine
Until the end of time
You can take my breath from me
By seeing you by my side
Keeps me well alive
You made my life into an oasis
One in a billion
Mother of my progeny
Me without you
Is like body without spirit
I know my home girls
Sometimes worry you
My vision is with you
Your loyalty makes it not blurry
Your innocence is still strong
I reminisce on the first time we met
I cancel important family meetings
And I do not care to see 100 missed calls
From the angry siblings
To stay with you and watch your favorite movie
Which is the legendary Forrest Gump
You never cared if I was financially stable
2 years with you feels only 2 months
My love for you has no boundaries whatsoever
Where would I be if we didn’t came across?
I know I wouldn't hold the life that I have
I know I wouldn't finish high school
I'd probably be with my red crew up to no good
Or still have an intense problematic attitude
Or staying in a deep sleep like my old friends
Inside my sepulcher with a tombstone
The day that I saw you in the hall way
Was the most beautiful soul I ever saw
You were new to the district strait from Berlin
I taught you English and you taught me German
You changed my life completely
Made me break up with that green eyed
And purple colored haired Marry Jane
Also known as White Widow or White Rhino
And made me cut all bad influences
Changed my attitude completely
From problematic to only politeness
My parents use to ask
James is it really you?
You wanted me just for you
I call you Loyalty
When I was lost in this devilish world
You made me get back on the road
You and I will always make one whole
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No one knows what it's like
To be the sad man
To have on sad eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to feel treason
To be faded to telling only lies
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscious seems to be
I have hours only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
To be mistreated
To be defeated
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry
And don't worry
I'm not telling lies
I'm convinced that you hate me
You like to see me cry
Its already a proven fact
That you wait
And you wait on me to die
It's all a scary fact
I find it hard to confide
You want to be away from me
I won't let go
Take me down
I've got a reason
And I want to know
The reason for the infidelity
I'm convinced of your unfaithfulness
So I'll wait on you tonight
Please take this time
For me to be unforgiving
I gave my life to you
I lay my life on the line for you
And this is how i received my pay
In disloyalty, double cross, falseness,
In falsity, perfidy, sellout, treachery
When Emily grows up
And asks for her mother
Or says how was mom like?
I'll simply reply to her
With these heart broken words
She is abandonment, ease, lightheartedness,
Naturalness, spontaneity, unrestraint
But Emily please forgive your mother
Once again
I promise it will only make you stronger and wiser
Something that your mother never was and never will
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Love is beautiful it is undisputable
You have me writing poems in my journal
It’s like crazy what I feel is not normal for me
And I’m writing in my journal I hope it’s eternal
I’m your favorite fan when you make an appearance
This smile on your face lifts up my spirits
I want to trust you and know you will be mine for ever
You want a life time of love and that’s what ima deliver
But I worry a little and not sure why
But the thought of losing you blows my mine
And I know I shouldn’t think that way
I guess what I’m trying to say today
Is it true tell me if it’s true
Tell me the things I want to hear
Or is it destiny the reason
That you came to me
And that we are together still today
I don’t mean to sound scared or insecure
Usually I don’t worry over girls
But you’re something else something pure
An amazing brew
Mama raised a player but didn’t raise a fool
So I don’t want to lose you like I lost so many
I really care about our future
And it cost me delis
Too many years as a player in a negative sense
And I guess it to me all these big set of events
To see things differently
And I’ve grown as a man
And I just want to walk in life
Just holding your hand
Hold you under the moon light
And touch your face
And let you know that you’re the one
That no one can replace
I’ve broken many hearts when days have passed
And they told me one day
I want to break yours back
And in avenge are the girls that I’ve left in tears
But my heart was to hard to encounter those fears
So I ran through a bunch
Some were blond and some were brunettes
And we laughed a bunch
And if I could I would apologize
To every single one of yal
I saw the pain in her eyes when she bagged me to stay
And I truly understand how she felt that day
Because now I feel the same
And I want it to work
Hoping that I don’t end up like the ones that I hurt
Love you to last beat of heart
And last breath from my soul
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I know you’re hurting right now
But don’t worry I'll be your rescuer
I can love you like no one can
Just take my hand lets fly away
I promise I’ill be there everyday
Just close your eyes and come to me
I'm going to love you until I die
Until the day of my death till my very last breath
I’m going to love you when no ones left
Forget about your ex
He don’t know what love is
He just failed the test
Plus he don’t treat you right
He keeps you crying all night
See he's like your weakness
I came to give you the strength
So you can leave him behind
You can start all over again
Just turn to the page of new beginnings
Because he don’t understand
That your one of a kind
So sweet so Fine
And just so fine
I'm going to never neglect you
Never have time to stress you
And always respect you
You’re like a hidden treasure
That I will always love to find
I'm the type of guy
That will wipe those tears
When they fall from your eyes
I'm the warm one you hold
When your nights is cold
The one that stays near
To fight away your fears
You’re never be scared
It's the end of your ex
No more unpleasant
And horrible memories
No more beatings
Or pulling on your hair
See I came to save
The true beautiful you
A man like that shouldn’t
Stand with you
And I don’t understand
Why did you take that life
Look at yourself?
You’re beautiful inside and out
Let me pick you off from oppression
Because I can be your rescue
I guarantee you baby
I’m all that you need
See you can choose your life again
All you got to do is come to me
And I will be your rescuer
For the rest of my life
Till no ones left
I’m going to love you
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Now I really do understand
When I removed the bandage
From over my eyes
You told me that you were only her friend
And your love doesn't correspond to her but to me
I said it was sad
I heard there was something else
I want you to remove this dangerous idea
I know you go out with her and me
Better not lie to me
You have a double life
You see her in secret
Do not lie
Say she is your girl friend
And that you are a bisexual
But you wont ever admit it
It is another of your lies
You have no heart
Love of three
Is a bad relationship
Neither she nor I will not forgive this
Love of three is not safe for the heart
Get out of here alone
Better alone than by your side
You have to watch out for bad language
They will only fill your head with bad things
I know it was not her fault
She fell into your lies just like me
If you thought of going out with me
And another woman
You probably thought that
Your pleasure would be complete
Your heart inclines on wrong
You can't have me and her
Don't worry I forgive you
Because the way you came
Into my life you are going back out
Simple as that
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If I had one desire granted
It would’t be wealth
It would be that everyone would love one another
Because every day it's like we kill a million dreams
And it seems everybody is on different teams
They say Americans are too violent
Little do they know it's just the ones in power
I don't mean to get deep
I'm just speaking out the truth
I was three when my dad left into the wind
Pushed me in the ocean of life
He said go because you have to float now
That's what I did even though I was scared
I kept moving trying not to drown further
Because a person only floats when he is dead
Life can be cold as an Eskimo in summer outfits
My heart use to cry softly but let nothing stop me
So many cold poems I've thought of
And never had the time to write them
Because of unpleasant times who
Would and why think of
They just bring more unwanted tears
Many ran through my pain
Abandoned by their own father
It's not easy to let that kind of thought go
But I still forgave him
I think that’s what made me stronger
I'm not too sure you will understand it
But I must express it
Santa clause is on drugs
Because there is no presents
I found out it was my own parents
I was so mad for living in lies
Now I hate Christmas
I don't want to remember the bus stop
Of broken dreams or trying to run away
From a home that brought so many tears
All I'm trying to say I miss you dad
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To my one and only
Who's been there for me
You're my rainbow when the rain passes
The next thing that took away is the pain
If this world afflicted you want to feel gifted
You are there to catch me when I fell in love
You show me happiness
So I gave you my best
To find a girl like you
That will always stay true
You we're there by my side
When I depended on you
When I give up on life
You give me breath again
I know I'll never find another quite like you
Because ever since I met you
There are no more clouds no rain
No more tears to cry and no more pain
I hope you feel the same
So our progeny could have my last name
I found someone to call mine and I'm yours
Who's love me for me and unconditionally
I never thought this could happen to me
I never take for granted who was handed to me
Appreciated and adore you
And through the bad times
I'm going to hold you
And through the good that we share
Anything I do
I do it just for you
Look into my eyes
They are not telling lies
Show you that I love you
If you keep it real with me
You will receive the same back
Because I'm yours
And your mine
You’re forever my lady
That no one else can't replace
Feeling so strong
With the love that we share
So I want to thank you
There’s nobody in my live
That will make me feel so special
I'm yours and you’re mine
And I'm in love with You
You are also the reason
To wake up every morning
And you're my lady till the end of time
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