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Indubio Ix Poem
come now, princess
don't surrender your splendor
sign emptiness
with an epithet from razors
come now, naked
and vulnerably dreaming
pallid, wounded
while the piano is still playing
come now, duress
flaunt your surreal glamour
let her witness
the parody of metaphors
come now, tainted
the lies are worth believing
desecrated
the knives are there, waiting,
waiting
concede to the void
the puppet, the toyed
come now, your Highness
show them your riches
show them your rubies
and spill them in washes
banish sanity
there's madness in the keys
come now, princess
while the devil's still playing
come now, silence
the knives are there, waiting
waiting
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pardons for the beggar
he knows not what he trades
witness to the rapture
a feather for a spade
preaching him a savior
what alms that would've made
words to sate the hunger
though wordlessly he prayed
threnodies for martyrs
indifferently played
lulling into stupor
those starving to be saved
beneath the skyscrapers
within walls mired and grayed
they all roam encumbered
and silently they pray
ripping through the integuments
of a convivial heaven
sleeping in discontentment
stay cast-away; forgotten
penance for the pauper
watching the cavalcade
of endless wanderers
all dressed in the decay
through torn streets and corners
the grime will never fade
listen to the laughter
the asphalt takes its prey
lumbering across the pavement
the ragged delirious children
wallowing in detriment
stay cast-away; forgotten
still groping for all those long disclosed promises
still hoping for halos when their god could care less
are they conversing with angels
while carrying their own shovels
and quietly knowing too well
when and where to bury themselves
pardons for the beggar
he knows not what he pays
placed his doubt on barter
for faith without a face
he wouldn't consider
to even make a raise
when a dream is offered
it's never there to stay
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i mistake the divine
as i tend
to worship your tune
let the music define
and then rend
what is left of me
tilt your neck against mine
do pretend
i'm all yours to wound
it's your touch on my spine
that may bend
all reality
rest the world
vacillate through the wires
and i'll spend
an aeon or two
harmonizing the ire
to augment
the trills properly
in staccato desire
your movements
cleanly cutting through
when you're truly inspired
you suspend
my breath entirely
and god heard
with such a gentle stroke
play your hands
on my throat
i'm a slave to the bow
fingers dance
cold and slow
with a grip on the scroll
trace the strands
carve the notes
an octave down or so
lay entranced
in my throes
the pegs turn
deftly scale through the length
of everything i am
when i'm your instrument; rosin-drenched strings
severed and bled
an insanity's musings
the echoes resonate within a dream
within my head
your sonata is playing
and when the music fades
will i still wake
or just be left
humming
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we're past the convenience of apathy
is it an act?
is it all fake?
easy for you to say it's a mistake
when my mind is dosed
with a thousand new questions
and i'll never know
'til we share this affliction
we've gone too far for trivialities
no going back
can't hit the brakes
not when your name's on every pill i take
when i'm diagnosed
with all the wrong conditions
i'm too predisposed
with no clear grasp of reason
it's just like counting seizures
we're dangerously unsure
while you tell me my green is all red
is it too hard to believe
i've accepted everything you said
you're a hemmorrhage in my left brain
slowly bleeding into my right eye
well there's no wonder i can't see straight
and no wonder why i can't think right
you're a cause and a cure for my strain
of insanity; but don't ask why
when we're caught in this drugged-up stalemate
and it's all asinine in hindsight
while i'm laughing the song in my head
is it too hard to believe
i'd rather be lost in you instead
when i'm caught in throes
of turbulent confusion
keep me ever close
a welcome dissolution
it's just like counting seizures
so desperate to be sure
with heartbeats in crescendo
i just don't know
i just don't know
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distortions of grandeur and praise
infect me and make me your slave
tranquility is but a phase
the sullen, the meek, the depraved
like shying fleece on the barter
delusions of ardor misplaced
inject faith that enmity made
in truths, she lay undressed, defaced
the maiden, the sheep, the dismayed
lead me across the graying plains
she'll be the bliss beside the pain
i lie prostrate in surrender
herd the weak into paradise
the needle is my new shepherd
stain delirium onto their eyes
like naked lambs to the slaughter
these are the pastures
the fields of mourners
the grass of beggars
meadows of paupers
here grow the anguished
the mired, the famished
the livid brackish
the passive tarnished
lead me beneath your rusting staves
these veins ache for the blight you gave
watch the child playing on the altar
dancing methamphetamine shivers
acceptance
deliverance
i am your sheep
this world's an abattoir
i am your sheep
feed me;
this mind is yours
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hold the temperamental winter
stay for the rape of the chaste and pure
let the white be stained thus
that the cold may numb us
frozen eyes before a mirror
pleading veins invite the dagger
hold your stifling beats, frostbitten heart
lest shatter into a thousand shards
let the flakes leave their cuts
that the cold may take us
statuesque beneath the showers
silent rains of bladed slivers
as icicle tears have nowhere to flow
there's pain in the ice and blood on the snow
i lie here with wraiths and
meandering ghosts
the banshee of conscience
will still cast echoes
pallid faces; the warmth severed
the cold is sharpest when remembered
hold the reverberating shivers
as icicle tears have nowhere to flow
there's pain in the ice and blood on the snow
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there's a death in your glance
that i have welcomed
in all abandonment
and in every instance
that i had become
a planet astray
i feel free in your gravity
there's a mischievous chance
fleeting and random
across the firmament
that you may look askance
so i may fathom
the depth of your gaze
your eyes hold singularities
and i am
already within horizon
so drag me along
my deconstruction
i'll let you murder me
with the stars
with all the lights of an ending night
i'll let you pull me in
through the hours
past the shards of a collapsing sky
and i am
in retrogade towards nowhere
helplessly ensnared
in your black hole stare
draw me in
there's a death in your glance
and i hope it's mine
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