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Lisa Milligan Poem
Won’t you please take me back
To the brown couch at my Gramma’s house
With the big gold-framed antique mirror over it
And hand me Grampa’s old transistor radio
Covered in leather with glorious knobs
That brought me the glorious music of
The Beatles
While I played very carefully with
Her precious dog collection
Some tiny, some large
Hand blown glass or wooden carved
She promised it would be mine one day
I glance at where it hangs today
On my wall and smile
They thought they could cheat me out of it
But somehow Veronica won from beyond the grave
With a mighty flap of her shimmering wings
Slapping them across their vengeful, conniving faces
And it is mine
Won’t you please take me back
To the brown couch at my Gramma’s house
With the big gold-framed antique mirror over it
Her comfy living room filled with the beauty
Of stuffed antique chairs
Lit with pretty cranberry glass lamps
Crowned with fringed lampshades
On little marble-topped gilded tables
Next to the kitchen where the grownups crowded
To gossip about aunts, uncles and cousins
Thinking I wouldn’t understand
They had a lot to catch up on since last we were there
The auntie who was schizophrenic
The other who had exciting explanations about her absent husband
Whispers when Irish whiskey was mentioned at talk of my uncle and something called Bushmills
While my mother sat and preened in her professing of our family’s perfection
Won’t you please take me back
To the brown couch at my Gramma’s house
With the big gold-framed antique mirror over it
The road trip to Massachusetts from Virginia
Was a long one in our crowded station wagon
And started at McDonalds for breakfast
I always looked forward to that
Sitting on the coolness of the red and white tile benches
Built along the outside of McD’s
They didn’t even have indoor restaurants back then
Further on up the road
Us four kids traveling in the crowded back seats
Playing car games and card games
Eying the picnic basket
Filled with sandwiches, pickles, chips and juice
And apples, oranges and bananas
But no cookies or candy
Mother didn’t believe in that
Running around rest stops, stopping for more gas
Sleeping until we got there, tumbling out of the car to run to Gramma and Grampa
Like a litter of exuberant puppies
And were met by Farmer Koski who had walked out his back door
Picked us a bushel of his best fresh corn cobs when he saw our car driving down the forest dirt road to Gramma and Grampas’s big red farmhouse
Named Straw Hollow
I remember sitting on my Grampa’s lap across from the huge stone fireplace
It was the safest, happiest place in my life
We lost Grampa when they lived there
They had a ginger tabby named Tiger Lily
Who had to be renamed Tiger Louie when they realized their mistake
I’ll never forget the sound of my Gramma’s grief-stricken protests and cries
My mother answered Gramma’s bedroom door and I saw Gramma clinging to my aunt
My eyes asking my mother what was wrong
She said Tiger Louie was lost and that’s why Gramma was crying
It took me many years to realize that’s the day my Grampa died
Won’t you please take me back
To the brown couch at my Gramma’s house
With the big gold-framed antique mirror over it where
Aunt Aggie and Uncle Leon sat there
Big smiles, warm eyes, Uncle Leon’s cigars
Their infectious joy in life was to laugh
And have fun watching as we did too
Adirondack chairs with big puffy cushions
Smelling slightly musty
Being kept in the backyard all summer
Eating tomatoes that tasted as though kissed by heaven
And little cucumbers too
Perfect, splashed with crystal water
From the hose
Won’t you please take me back
To the brown couch at my Gramma’s house
With the big gold-framed antique mirror over it
So I can ask her all my questions
About why my parents married
Did she notice how they treated me
The way Auntie Helen did
And so I can hold her crooked, shaking hands
So like my own
And apologize for how I hurt her feelings while a runaway teenage girl
Who wound up just down the street from her house
All she wanted was for me to come see her
And to also apologize for years later
That I exhaustedly said, ”No, I really can’t”
Amidst her helpless, desperate litany
Sitting in her wheelchair, lost in her misery
Begging, “Can you please help me?”
Won’t you please take me back
To the brown couch at my Gramma’s house
With the big gold-framed antique mirror over it
Just don’t let me look into it
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Lisa Milligan Poem
Because of you
we can get up every morning
and go to work
run errands at lunch time
drive through McDonald’s
fill up our gas tanks
and make it back to work
just in time
Because of you
we don’t have houses
we have homes
where we walk through the door
the dog jumps on us
as do our children
we hug our spouses
and smell dinner cooking
Because of you
we have artwork from Kindergarten
and shopping lists
hanging on the refrigerator
along with pictures held up with tape or magnets
school pictures, pictures of Gramma and Grampa
pictures of babies, kittens, and teenagers
dressed for the prom
Because of you
we gather around the dinner table
play in the backyard with our kids
feed the cat, walk the dog
splash water on our children in the tub
then tuck them into bed with hugs and kisses
and reassurance there are no monsters
in closets or under beds
Because of you
with the children asleep
and the dishes all done
men make love to their wives
wives make love to their husbands
and drift off to sleep intertwined
feeling life is good, all is well
and we are safe
Because of you
we are safe
we can sit in fields watching our kids play soccer
or in the stands watching our kids play hockey
we can grill hamburgers and hot dogs
eat potato salad and cole slaw
drink ice cold beer
and play pool while the kids run through sprinklers
Because of you
we must remember
to have a moment of silence on Memorial Day
to remember your sacrifice
and your family’s
and to thank you that we get to live these lives
sometimes eventful, sometimes uneventful
but always full of possibilities
Because of you
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Dark and quiet
Immense and towering
The trees add to the blackness all around me
My bare feet revel in the lush cool grass
As I wander, aimlessly
But feel the pull of gentle magic
Are there Celtic moon sisters out here tonight?
Come out from behind the massive ancient standing stones
I want to dance hand in hand
In a circle of kinship and love
We’ll generate the power from inside the Stonehenge stones
Even though they’re far away
They answer our call
As the wind lifts our soft hair from around our shoulders
To tease our flushed faces, damp from our dancing
The moon bestows her bright white light
Bouncing off the midnight blue of the forest behind us
Filling us with power and excitement
We instinctively know the steps of this dance
Souls swelling with joy and abandon
The real world fading away into the night
Mythical creatures materialize in this new place that no one believes in
Angels with opal colored wings outstretched in the sky
Pixies and Elves dancing amongst us
Their high pitched giggles barely heard
Tumbling in the wind, mixing with our own laughter
Tiny sparkling bits of hummingbird shaped flames
Float down and fill the spaces between us
Musical strains of beauty that bring a tear to the eye
Ah, my Ireland
Fairy circles found in the dewy morning grass at sunrise
Left behind from our revelry in the deepest hours of night
Causing bewildered looks on faces of the straight-laced as they glance
Unbelieving
Then walk on and shrug it all away
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Running as fast as I can
heart pounding
I can feel his wings beating
by the wind swirling around me
my lynx instincts are alive
as I try to escape this hungry bird
but I’m no match for his cunning
speed or strength
My breath rasping and out of energy
I know I’ve lost this race
as his claws slice through my body
I am his to devour
hidden wide eyes peer
through leaves and branches
at the raptor who tears me apart
with wild abandon
They watch as his razor sharp beak
pierces my chest and rips out my heart
tearing it to pieces between beak and talons
only to drop it on the ground
unwanted
Watchful hidden eyes stare at the bird
as he takes to the sky with his prize
carrying what’s left of me away
gripped in talons to his feeding place
and they gaze at my heart in tatters on the ground
Spring turns to Summer
days of blistering heat that dry everything
turning my heart into dust
that disintegrates into the soil
Summer turns to Autumn
this place of dying lies buried
under brightly colored layers
Next comes Winter
with its punishing winds
and blankets of snow
freezing the ground
hardening the tiny pieces
of my heart
The raptor continues
his never ending obsession of the hunt
year in and year out
though now he's after much younger
more tender prey
completely oblivious that
a gentle sparrow dropped seeds
that got stuck to his tiny feet
as he fed amongst the grass and violets
and landed where I died
But in the pounding rain
these seeds sank into the ground
and were fertilized by the shredded remains
of my unwanted heart torn apart
so that one warm sunny day
slowly through the lush green grass
beautiful deep purple violets burst forth
that sway gently in the wind
making beauty out of devastation
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Hair the color of saffron
undulating slowly
capturing the sunlight
entangling pearls in her curls
mesmerizing
Surrounded by life
bursting around her
some billowing with the ebb and flow
in time with her glorious hair
some moving through the water
at their own pace
she smiles, face upturned
reveling in the sun that filters down to her
She loves her home
especially in the moonlight
it envelopes her as she gazes
at her eternal twin fish constellation
the waters part as she slices through it
sinuous emerald thrusts Atargatis would envy
Nothing hides her beauty
and the magic that she bears
encouraging us to face our inner demons
forgive our darkest selves
and allow
transformation
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The Cat’s Eye nebula lost its luster
just like us, a two star cluster
Worms showed up silently
as they are wont to do, and gradually
until their feasting decimated us
Two precious dogs lost their fight
and I’m drowning in the deluge
as the cherished rabbit tried to swim away
lying on his side, calling out for his mother
Broken heart would pull out its pacemaker
it would stop beating if given its choice
too great the loss, human and animal voice
The culmination of a life
camouflaged as one well lived
while underneath is the truth
and the fatal undertow
Simultaneously for another
life is just beginning
though forces cause a late bloomer
What lies before him into summer ahead
strong solid strides along the shore
another fading into autumn, looking back
caught offshore in the undertow
begging for mercy
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Lemon brightness in my eyes
to warmer climes in winter he flies
it’s in his nature to choose his wife
instinctively choosing to mate for life
fidelity causes some men to flinch
they could learn a thing or two from
my finch
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One only need look
at God’s handiwork to see
all colors in all forms
can’t possibly thrive
separately
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