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Crystal Hill Poem
The things I feel inside of me,
I doubt anyone will ever know.
The things I feel inside of me,
I try so hard not to let them show.
The things I feel inside of me,
Sometimes makes me cry,
The things I feel inside of me,
Make me wonder why I'm ALIVE!
The things I've seen,
The things I've done,
Makes it hard as hell,
For me to live on!
My life is so much better now,
Than it was before,
I finally have someone that loves me,
That I love even more!
This man comforts me,
When I'm feeling all alone,
The man gives me shelter,
After 25 years I finally have a home!
It's not the walls, the roof,
or even the floor,
It's the Love and Understanding,
That I never had before!
I need this man,
More than he'll ever know,
To hold me and love me,
As we grow old!
His smile can always,
Brighten up a room,
He eyes tell me,
He loves me,
And he'll never leave me, Blue!
His arms they hold me,
And touch me so gentle.
His body, so handsome and sexy,
I can't get enough!
He always makes me smile,
Even when I want to cry.
He always kisses me gentle,
To tell me he's at my side.
He loves with all he is,
Was, or ever will be,
With him is where I'll stay,
Through eternity!
Copyright © Crystal Hill | Year Posted 2009
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Crystal Hill Poem
You used to Love me,
You used to care,
You used to want me
Always there!
You used to hold me,
And want me here,
But now it as though
You do not care!
I used to hold you,
And you’d hold me,
But now it’s like,
You don’t Want me!
I used to be,
The one you loved,
As if I were sent.
From up above,
Just for you,
And me to be,
Together forever,
But I guess it was only,
That way for me!
I give all I have to give,
My heart and my soul,
Without you I have,
NO REASON TO LIVE!
Now your Love is else where,
What do I do,
When you loved me,
It was about US too!
Which no longer feels,
Like it means anything,
Like I am the ,
“STUPID,IDIOT QUEEN’,
I used to be your love,
At one time I was your life,
But, now I guess,
I’m your IDIOT WIFE!
I don’t know what to do anymore,
You make your choice,
If you walk out that door!
I guess that’s what,
You’ll need more!!!
Dedicated to the Love Of My Life
My Husband Mike
I know I make it hard for you to put up with me,
I just want you to know I'll Love you forever !
My promise to you forever and eternity!!
I love you, boo!!!
Copyright © Crystal Hill | Year Posted 2009
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Family......
That's a Joke,
They say the bond is strong,
And together there's always hope.
But DNA is as close,
As I have come,
I just can't trust
Anyone!
They Say They Love Me,
They Say They Care,
But the only time,
They come near,
Is to spread Hate,
And Despair.
All I ever wanted,
Was a place,
To call home.
And a real family,
Full of Hope and love,
Instead full of
Selfish Hate and Greed
Sitting and laughing
As I lie here and bleed.
I can't believe....
what she said to me....
OUT LOUD
She screamed
All My Hopes
All My dreams
I'm sorry, Mom,
How Stupid of Me
I just wanted
A Happy Loving Family!!!!
If Only she knew
That's All I Ever Wanted too!!!!!!??
Copyright © Crystal Hill | Year Posted 2025
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A Stranger, My Friend,
My Obsession, My Puppy,
My Best Friend, My Husband,
My Soulmate, My Heart,
My Soul, My Love,
My Dream, My World,
My Husband,My Joker,
My Handsome, My Life
This Man.....
Yes this one Man,
Has Owned My Heart
Over 30 years...
This Man has been
In my Life...
In My Head...
Owned My heart,
Keeper of My Soul
If Only he knew
All the power he holds
I don't want to be free
I don't want to roam
I beg and I plead
To simply Come Home
Years I have cried
Prayed for his life
Prayed for his safety
And Yes....
To be HIS WIFE
The life I've Imagined
Giving to him
If only to have that time
Back again
But we can't
I can't give him kids of our own
But I can Give Him
All of Me
Forever to have all his own
The life I've dreamed
Going to bed in his arms
And waking to him wanting
Desperately back in
Craving inside me
As I beg for him more
Day in and night out
Till we can't anymore
At that point
I know for me
His arms and his heart
Are my favorite parts
Of the Magnificent work of art
That he is
I'll still be here begging for every
Single 1st kiss
His lips are magic
His tongue absolutely amazing
That's the very last kiss that I'm craving
Good God Lord Almighty
Please give me this man
Already
To be Mine to Marry
Give Me His Name
I Give Him My Life
As His
Loving Caring Semi Obedient Wife
I Love You Handsome!!!!!
Merry Christmas ??
My Love
12-24-23
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I used to look to the sky,
I used to play with the clouds,
I used to talk to the moon,
I used to love butterflies
and rainbows too.
I used to run free
I used to love absolutely
Everything
I used to believe
Friends are Forever
I used to believe
The words I would hear
Now I trust nothing
and No One
I now see clear
I've been the Wench
I've been your Shunt
I've been A Heartless Whore
Which is funny.....
Cause that's one thing
I actually....
Was never paid for!!!!!!
I've done all I can...
I've helped where I could
I loved without regret....
Some I even begged
Only to be left
With only cold words
Or nothing at all said...
Yet, I was perfect...
Gorgeous Amazing
As I imagine you laughing
Out loud
At the words you are saying
You swear I'm wrong
You swear It's Just Me....
Right...
Till the day
I say something triggering....
Then Bam There it is...
The truth
I knew all along
Then silence from there
Like I'm the one in the wrong
The words that you used
Hurt worse than anything
I've had surgeries
I've had Babies
Compared to this....
Those pains were Nothing
I'm giving up
I'm tired of crying
That strong woman I was....
Has slowly been dying
I've starved myself
I've cried for weeks
I've spoken to God
I feel like he
Gave up on me.
This is stupid
This is Wrong
But
I'm so tired
Of being Strong
So .....
On goes my clown suit
Of Armor
To pretend I'm Fine
And
Getting Stronger
I've made a fool of myself
Believing....
It was true...
Believing that Dreams
Really Can Come True!!!!
written by
Crystal Creech
January 14,2024
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