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Bambi Ortiz Poem
Imagine
Imagine a planet where race wasn't a factor we're social status and sexuality preference did not define who we really are.
If we could all get into this mindset and put love first our future generations could prevail and reach the stars.
Imagine a planet with no evil, rape, murder ,lust and greed. Yet it started so long ago when Eve chose to taste that seed.
Imagine if fathers didn't harm their daughters or touch them out of impurity or out of lust.
Imagine not wanting to kill said father and watching him turn into nothing but dust.
Imagine mothers who love their children and who didn't reject them like common trash or an inconvenience to the heart.
Yet so many mothers played this lot in life and sadly play thier part.
We could imagine all day long but what would that really do? It doesn't change how things really are a sad reality but heartbreakingly true.
Imagine
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Bambi Ortiz Poem
Misconception
Your misconception of who I Am
Your misconception of what I Do
Shows you know me not at all-
I was once a good girl like you.
I didn't sit around as a child and contemplate that I would become a prostitute one day.
Although my memories are kind of hazy I have a select few of childhood play.
All you see when you look at me is disdain, disgust or hate.
You only see me for turning tricks.
A bottom feeder looking for the best rate.
I want you to see me as a human who feels pain and pleasure and who bleeds the same as you.
I want you to look at me as a person.
And not for what I DO.
Unless you've lived a day in my life-
Could you possibly understand?
What it's like that in order for you to eat that you will have to sleep with a random man.
Your misconception of Who I Am
Your misconception of what I DO.
Shows you know me not at all.
I was once a good girl like you.
Written by: Bambi Ortiz
Copyright © Bambi Ortiz | Year Posted 2020
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Bambi Ortiz Poem
Dead inside
Growing up in a home with little love and a mother who distanced herself and always felt she had to push me away.
No hugs or kisses or tucked in at night...….just shut up or go outside and play.
Then the awkwardness of getting nubs for breast and being watched by step dad number three.
Wondering what in the world I could be doing wrong?
Thinking there has got to be something wrong with me!
I wanted attention and love but not in this way but also knowing that mother will never believe me over him.
So I continue to let him and keep my mouth shut-
Constantly feeling as if I'm living in sin.
So as the days turn into weeks and the weeks soon turn into years.
My beautiful heart gets colder with time...…
And my eyes have begun to shed their last tears.
What its like to be dead inside...…
I hope and pray that you never do see.
For I wouldn't wish anyone the hell that I endured as a child.
I would never wish on you what happened to ME!!!!!!
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Bambi Ortiz Poem
See Me
See me for who I am and not for what I do.
See me for the beautiful soul that I am.
I was once a good girl like you.
See me and don't pretend that you don't as you look the other way.
Its easier for you to pretend I don't exist than to face the reality that is sadly at play.
I don't want to do the things I do but this is the only life I've been taught and know.
So please don't cast the first stone at me unless your as pure an innocent as the winter snow.
See me and stop to pray for me or to lend out a hug in need.
For when you do I remember the love and the day you planted that seed.
Survival Sex is how I live and until I can get to a point where I want to love Me.
Don't be afraid to offer your help and open your heart to SEE ME!!!!!
Written By: Bambi Ortiz
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Bambi Ortiz Poem
Love Unfamiliar
How do you know when a man really feels love for you?
When you have never experienced love or intimacy.
All that she knows is physical touch and sexual play to relay how she feels what she truly sees.
I do know this! I don't want to lose him or make him think that sex is all that I want or know how to do.
So how do I deal and accept all these Unfamiliar feelings?
How do we move forward so that I dont lose you?
Can you be patient with the way that I feel and accept me and love me for who I am?
Or am I destined to be alone and is this conflict too much for any man.
Love Unfamiliar I want to experience and to be loved I just need to be shown guidance and to truly accept how I feel.
I need to understand that the things that I'm feeling that YES I am deserving and that YES it is real.
It will take the Patience of a very loving soul.
To break down my walls and keep my heart.
Tell me are you really ready to give me your all?
Can you truly play this part?
Love Unfamiliar
Written by: Bambi Ortiz
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