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Alexios Lazarou Poem
I pray for Time to be a vast white canvass on which Potential’s quivering paintbrush colours all of Being in royal hues for you.
May it layer your Time first with sweeping green meadows of Peace, Joy, and Love, nourished by ceaseless blue rivers of Meaning.
May your meadowlands be ringed with heaping mountains of Grace and Fulfilment that reach in excited dizzy strokes all the way to the laughing silver stars of Paradise, where Beauty leans down and touches everything with warm rainbow ecstasy.
May it dapple your meadow with red roses of Delight, Happiness, and Wonder, where Excitement and Awe can be seen leaping about like nymphs, weaving a golden story of majesty with the fluidity and athletic prowess of the dancer.
Finally, when Potential has finished and laid its grinning brush to rest, I pray that every holy dream and desire you’ve ever known has blossomed into bright life, and all language has ceased and is quiet, and you can bask in the soul’s blessed stillness.
Then may only Gratitude - softly, humbly, like the gentle murmur of the earth after a rain shower - prevail to express your wholeness.
May God hang your masterpiece in a place of high honour on the wall of Eternity.
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Alexios Lazarou Poem
Here you collapse, crying alone
Does the ocean make you feel
Like all your desperate appeals
Break futilely as waves
On impassive stone?
Let me shake this icy rain off you
Let me drape this purple cape I made you
On your sorrow
Your blue eyes shouldn't be so overcast
So breathe deep
Inhale the sea breeze
Recall that all your darkness
That you see
Is weaker than my love for thee
Take a deep breath
Let me quell your loneliness
Perceive the seagulls as they crest
The endless thermals that buffet them
Effortless
As the sun rises in celestial bliss
I see your suffering made manifest
Our natures promise goodness with an ethereal kiss
But in the burning sand you can't help feeling worthless
Like a seabird with broken wings
You're a saint who forgot what joy means
You wonder why I would be the man
For a shell like you
But it's your pearls I love, you clam!
So breathe deep
Inhale the sea breeze
Recall that all your darkness
That you see
Is weaker than my love for thee
Take a deep breath
Let me quell your loneliness
Perceive the seagulls as they crest
The endless thermals that buffet them
Effortless
When the ocean's blue eternity
Sends a tide to take our white beach
Then kiss me without uncertainty
Heed the ageless wisdoms as they preach
Oh, inhale peacefully your final sleep
And maybe as we hold us, peaceful songbirds, soundless
We will number our blessings, grains of white sand, countless
And we'll find our fears, monsters of the deep, groundless
So breathe deep
Inhale the sea breeze
Recall that all your darkness
That you see
Is weaker than my love for thee
Take a deep breath
Let me quell your loneliness
Perceive the seagulls as they crest
The endless thermals that buffet them
Effortless
Breathe Deeply...
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Alexios Lazarou Poem
Cold hungry hands
How they wrench and heave
Hack and cleave
Stretch twist and compress
Hands of Procrustean carnage
And how will they attain their prized guest?
She is too luxuriant and grand to deign rest in an iron bed
Ah but these hands are crafty in their foolish obsession
They only need a piece to justify their ends
And how easy she is to extract!
The ether of being where she dwells
Contracts to proportions pinchable by dextrous digits
The simple triumph of purposed Mind
Once the hands have her she bucks and kicks
How alive she seems! Though she is in her death throws
But alas, she is formless. She must be made to fit!
With religious attention to scientific precision the feverish, clammy hands measure, pull, hack
How precise they are! Entire volumes must be filled - great tomes must be written in order to encapsulate all the intricacies of the hands’ technique!
And what is the result? Such perfection! Such seamless fitting.
There she lies
Shackled by impenetrable certainly
Stretched taut and straining
How she strains!
How beautiful! How simple and true she seems
She glows implacable
The rust-tang colour of contrived honesty
Delusion!
But even as the hands dance
- Primitively, like maggots -
She, the disfigured beauty on the iron bed
Begins to fade, translucefy
Until Time, her favourite companion
Makes her opaque with the grotesque monolith of her Orwellian dwelling
She betrays its concealment
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Alexios Lazarou Poem
All things must end
Be they fear or fire or pain
Or a soft, hot sweet dream
Like rekindling youth while dancing in summer rain
Or like bonding blissfully
With nimble-footed friends
Or finding you to dance with
In wild abandon instead
All things must end
Even the crippled tears of eyes that say goodbye
Every confused fear of change that trembles inside
Even the simple smiles
And the happy sighs of fun well had
Will end sometime
But gratitude is like a deep breath
It fills me up and puts my mind at rest
And for you gratitude raises high my chest
Like a crest of all things blessed
Like a happy necklace, it makes memories
Full of laughter and gaiety
That I can hold hearteningly to my soul
And hang around my neck
To bring warmth when it gets cold
So thank you for your gifts
Your ready laugh and smooth hips
But especially for being my friend
For sharing your company with me until the end
And before I impart my final farewells and kiss your hand
I would ask that to me forgiveness you would grant
For any offence I have caused you in action or wordy rant
Or by negligence in taking a passive stance
When I ought to have paid more attention
And left less to chance
Please pardon a young lung who with you was pleased to dance
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Sitting alone, watching the night
Soaking in the last few minutes of daylight
On the roof, among the trees
My skin tickled by a warm light breeze
Looking West, feeling blessed
The pink sky makes the mountains silhouettes
My heart and mind open, bittersweet
Contemplating all the distant memories
I can hear the laughter echo from another time
It fills my lungs and I breath it out into the sky
I trace the source of all the melodies
The states of mind that formed the soundtrack of my life
So many dark days have passed by
But they can’t affect the peace in my mind
So many agonies and tragedies, the worst kind
But it’s the beautiful moments that bring tears to my eyes
I feel gripped by the evening
The stars lend some perspective to my life
I know this moment of clarity is fleeting
Forgotten by my mountain of pride
So I’m trying to catch a feeling
It feels like thank you
Like all the different parts of me
Have finally found harmony
I’m trying to catch a feeling
I feel so grateful
Like all the blood I’ve ever shed and bled
Has been cleansed by renewed innocence
Oh I’m trying to catch a feeling
Walking alone, no one in sight
Along a forest path like a ribbon of moonlight
Late spring, among the trees
My senses filled by aromas from a thousand beautiful things
The silence makes a song where my heart can sing
It fills me until my lungs are bursting
There’s so much peace that I fall to my knees
And weep laughter because this knowing will soon leave me
So many dark days have passed by
But they can’t affect the peace in my mind
So many agonies and tragedies, the worst kind
But it’s the beautiful moments that bring tears to my eyes
I feel gripped by the evening
The stars lend some perspective to my life
I know this moment of clarity is fleeting
Forgotten by my mountain of pride
So I’m trying to catch a feeling
It feels like thank you
Like all the different parts of me
Have finally found harmony
I’m trying to catch a feeling
I feel so grateful
Like all the blood I’ve ever shed and bled
Has been cleansed by renewed innocence
Oh I’m trying to catch a feeling
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Mom, I love you like a sunset
You are in my life so often
That sometimes I forget
Your Beauty
But when I pause and look up
I am overwhelmed
To watch the orange fire wane
Is to gaze at the flaming echo of all eternity
And to look into your eyes
Is to witness the sky-blue certainty
Of Love borne for all of time
But unlike the sunset
Which also heralds threat
In your eyes there is security
I can see your care for me
I love you dearly
Mom, I am grateful for you like an azure sea
When Life’s heat
Bears down on me
To scorch and burn
And the paths I walk
Are on sharp, sun-baked rocks
That gouge and singe my feet
Your caress is the gentle sea
Cleansing my tears of agony
A cool embrace that is safe and deep
The memory of your arms carrying me
And even when you are stormy
And bleed angry grey into the azure sea
I am grateful all the more
Your rebukes have tempered me
Mom, you bring me Joy like the scent of Home
I am filled up by the smells
With which I have grown
Stained wood, cut grass, animal musk,
Dust, open sky, mountains, incense, rain
The basement instruments we played
But more than these is the smell of you
The familiar fragrance of your perfume
Of your hair shampoo
The aromas of your cooking food
Your caffeine-cinnamon breath
When we kissed each other
These smells I miss like no other
To breathe you in is to
Remember all I have known
Mother, you are the Joy of Home
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I am the Ego .
I am the All-Too-Measurable .
I am the great Inferiority .
There is no half full or half empty glass
My vessel holds no water
I am the anti-Christ of honour
From the vantage of the depths of Tartarus
I look down at myself:
the cursed prodigy of inadequacy
- Of unabridged stupidity -
I am Despair’s beast of burden
Even my tears are corrupt:
an overflow of swollen vanity
I would be pitiable
But pity is not small enough to find me
- The self-deluded
- The hypocrites
- The epitomes of common fraudulence
Of such I am
Not even in my sin am I
Unique.
I am a convoluted masochist
I would injure those who love me
So that
- via their sorrow and horror -
I could justify my self-loathing
I shall have no hope of a lover
Only a needy and emaciated soul
- A dreg of humanity -
Could be tempted to share the fungal rotten apple
That is my existence
But to such will I submit in the end
Out of craven animal necessity
Impotent for hot or cold,
My soul simmers eternally lukewarm
I am vomit out of your mouth .
I am the art and science of disappointment .
i am sorry.
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