Long Confussed Poems

OCTOBER 19, 1883, SOME SAY IT WAS A WEDNSDAY: DACKTINSTEIN'S RECORD SAY'S IT WAS A SATURDAY, ALL WE KNOW IS BOTH ACCOUNTS TO THE EVENT SAY'S IT WAS HOT,NEARLY 96 DEGREE'S THA'S HOT FOR THAT...

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He came back to me again, only to blind me,
Sweeping my peace away in a hurricane
When it took so long to let myself free,
Only to have it all return; a familiar pain.
It was the day...

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Put your best foot forward, turn the other check, be the bigger person, do to 
others, for get the past,
 You do what is right, step away from what is wrong, you live in peace,...

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After the smoke clears from this room.
Will question why.
As you push me into  the depths.
As I lifted you from your self appointed gloom.

So take his hand cause happiness has another 
name.
You can close your...

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Confussed by your actions
Needing your passion
Dreaming of forever
Knowing we will never

Together is not in our future
But you don't see the big picture
I am holding on to what I can
The memory of you holding my hand

I...

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I feel crowded and lost

trapped in this space.

So far to run

yet no time to race

Confussed mind cluttered

with empty fullfillments

Goals far away in the distance

Everything jumps in the way

To reach them, I strech....(sigh)

I can't..... not this...

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Alone, lost, confussed, broken, lost hope.
That is everything i feel.
i cant help it, its like watching a movie, but watching myself fall apart
it is like torcher, 
i am always alone, but that is my choice,
i...

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I sit unaware in silence completley bare without an ounce of care
waiting for peace impatiently
the peace never comes
I sit there drenched in pain and dissapointment
how long must I wait I'm becoming irrate
betrayed since birth, no...

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I'M YELLING 

I'M YELLING, 
OUT FOR YOUR HELP 

I'M YELLING ,
FOR SOMEONE TO COME RUNNING 

I'M YELLING ,
FOR SOMEONE TO RELIZE I NEED HELP 

I'M YELLING ,
BECOUSE I HAVE RELIZE I DO NEED HELP

I'M YELLING...

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yet it was something else
something we never knew
we'd hear or understand
conceptions with the sorting's
conceived thru togetherness
her beleifs were that dividing hers from mine
would create a togetherness
from her need of mine and hers
rituals without conception
concepts without...

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I Live in Tears Everyday

body and soul apart
bleeding is my heart

now and then I fall
in pain whom to call ?

not even my friend
no one wants to understand

I live in deep stress
my life, my painful disress

tears...

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I feel so alone without you in my life,
You hurt me so bad,
You said you wouldn't leave but you did,
Why?
Why lie to me? 
You knew how much I already hurt,
You knew!!!
I confined in you,
I trusted...

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Long I lain on the 
couch
of my mind
Battling with left and
right paths
that leads to journey
eternal
Away from the
physical-earth but to
spiritual realms
I'm confussed either 
to
run the left
Or to make the right
stand-still
Just to fetch me 
out of
eternal trouble
The...

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The mask.... 

The mask I wear from day to day, 
has no fears, no sadness, no tears. 

A simple smile, bright eyed child. 
A face with no tomorrow. 

An altered voice with no regrets, 
no...

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Another tear drops from my eyes
Why do I seem so suprised
Did i expect laughter instead of pain
My head not held high but hangs with shame
How many times am I gonna believe his lies
He ropes me...

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WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR ,
I SEE BROKEN PIECES 

WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR ,
I SEE A SHADDERED PERSON 

WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR ,
I SEE A LOST SOUL 

WHEN I LOOK...

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A brain that seems to analyze  it all...
Confussed with thoughts that soon free fall...

When I shake my head I'm not saying no...
It's just a nod that can't find it's go...

I'm trying a new fresh...

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Desprite for the one I need,
I would die for him I would bleed,
Looking into his eyes as i walk by,
trying not to stumble because i know i will cry,
I was used and confussed by his...

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LEAVE GET OUT ,
LEAVE RIGHT NOW IT IS THE END OF YOU AND ME 

LEAVE GET OUT ,
IT IS TO LATE I CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO BE GONE

LEAVE GET OUT ,
I KNOW ABOUT HER...

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You got in your mind that I owe you
Huh, you must got me confussed with what's her name
She built up your Ego just so others like me could shut it down
Must not know my M.O...

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Let me go

release me from your grasp pain.

This hurt you create

attempt to drive me insane.

Free me from reminders obsticles

to difficult to overturn.

Allow freedom and peace

to overpower with stern,

Right now I release all confussed

thoughts to the...

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As each day goes by, I see your face.
The thought of you, brings needed light to this dark place.
Before you, my soul was lost, and confussed.
A novice at love, and the joy it brings.
Your here...

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The sweet sense of Ignorence,
Every one lost in hope,
Somebody walking down a sloop,
So many lost words unspoken,
One day God will give us a token,
Confussed and bored,
slashed hearts by a sword,
Some people ignored, 
You love someone...

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