Baby
Gone is the doll with which to play
Terror and exhaustion are all that stay
No where to go and no one to care
All that’s left is chaos and despair
Who will remove this burden from me
Who will allow me some space to see
Lonely blue eyes, set and glaring
Baby crying, desperate, waring
Tired and angry is all I’ve become
How can I resent someone so young
My child, my love, my wanted one
My gorgeous , perfect little son
Where is the picture I used to see
Beautiful baby and happy me
Pretty clothes and talcum fresh
Milky warm in a Moses nest
Eventually the time is here
For dealing with my inner fear
I can fulfil my greatest role
Mother, lover, heart and soul
Mummy, daddy and baby boy
My life is full of hope and joy
I’m no longer scared and wrong
My babies love has made me strong.
Locked inside the song
I live to the writing on the wall
I sit and crawl through the halls
Run baby run baby
Woman to child I take nomore
I am the girl inside I now find
I stare to my reflection
A crazyness I fear nomore
Walls closing wiltering my soul
Frozen pain I feel the deepest of cut
Words haunt the innocences of me
Let me go let me go Let me be
Ropes and chains are tight round my neck
I can not breath I can not feel I can be who I want to be
I paint my picture I pretend a vision
You all have no clue
I am to be taken from my mind
A darkness that lights my domain
I scream in silent screams
I live my fantasys through and through
Its space from reality does it show
I see the blackest crow watching to see if I die in my own way
I will not lay down and die I will just be locked away in song
And re write the writing on the wall