You Were Only Feeling For Game
CHORUS: I can see you in the reflection of the waters behind closed eyes…
It’s crystal clear that you were this dark, fallen angel all over again – how did I know you became so corrupted? I’m sorry this happened to you, yet I don’t feel guilty for what you’ve done
You haven’t won this battle between us – I will not listen to your lies
I remember how I used to orbit around you as if I was the sun, orbiting the Earth…don’t ignore the pain that is going to eventually drive us insane – we will run hand in hand in the glistening sun
Every shard of you and I’s memories shatter unto the ground without a sound
You left me out of nowhere – you don’t feel for me…you were only feeling for game
Tell me – did you even imagine our relationship working out perfectly and peaceably? You were spellbound and I was gravity-bound…we were once lost, but never found
You dropped me unto the floor as if I was useless like rubbish on the ground…as if I was lame…
Be careful what you wish for
What’s behind the closed door?
You open in curiosity
I see you wandering around sheepishly…
Now who’s the lame one?
Now, who’s the trash in the trash can?
Who has gone missing? Who has won?
I caught you by surprise…now, you’re as hot as the bottom of a pan
After it’s heated by fire…
You pushed you down and I caused your demise…I pushed you into that death cart
All because of my desire
To get rid of the disgrace marked in the core of my heart…it’s not my fault that you decided to depart
You decided to depart from the arms of peace-abiding angels
Instead, you fell victim to the arms of discord-weaving devils
CHORUS: I can see you in the reflection of the waters behind closed eyes…
It’s crystal clear that you were this dark, fallen angel all over again – how did I know you became so corrupted? I’m sorry this happened to you, yet I don’t feel guilty for what you’ve done
You haven’t won this battle between us – I will not listen to your lies
I remember how I used to orbit around you as if I was the sun, orbiting the Earth…don’t ignore the pain that is going to eventually drive us insane – we will run hand in hand in the glistening sun
I was out of my mind when I was infatuated with you with a gutter mind
You were the best thing I never could grasp…it sucked to be at that moment when you left me in the dust & you blew things into proportion
I wanted you to the extreme and you ruined everything I once loved – are you out of your mind? Are you a hopeless romantic individual that’s really, really blind?
Don’t underestimate the powers I hold in my hands…you turned into a wolf in sheep’s clothing – I’m through with you and your thoughtless actions…I n-need a portion
I need a portion of Your satisfaction…
Give me a fraction…where shall I begin when my mind is pilin’ high with sin?
Of your peace of mind, Oh Lord of Accord…
I-I cannot afford…losing contact with you again…where have you been?
You haven’t won this battle between us – I will not listen to your lies
I can see you in the reflection of the waters behind closed eyes…
But, my father kept telling me in my ears:
There is always a rainbow after a rainstorm, though that rainbow may not appear for many, many years
Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2014
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