You Or the World?

You are so coy So confident I wish to reach the level your at in your mind I am left defending...... scrounging In a cold world Where nobody needs you Sure They all want you so bad But they are Not even knowing that they want what  You are not at all They have all become mirrors.  Mirrors to what my life will never be. What if I walked another way In streets,  taking steps I've never taken before A new path,  someone elses life.. Yet I'm still here trying to reach the level your at in your mind.. It's still no loss  I do know what is right,  silly It's just the way I care about you.... I care about how you feel and think It is my human instinct Yet it separates me from humanity I have merged Soul to soul  With so much  And I'm still hung up on your judgement I think I will just wait and laugh Until you realize.... Or until you don't. Sick games end in sick ways .