You Never Loved Me

You never loved me or you wouldn’t say the hurtful words that you say, you treat me like trash under your feet almost every day. You never loved me or you wouldn’t always lie to me, you never loved me or how sad you make me feel would not continue to be. You just don’t know how hard you’ve made it for me to love you, sometimes I even find it hard to keep being faithful and true. It’s not like you believe that I am true anyways, you make that clear to me every day. I don’t think you really loved me from the start, it’s like all you’re doing to me is breaking my heart. How can you even say that you ever loved me? I don’t know what made me ever think that we were meant to be. It’s like you enjoy hurting me all the time, I wish I knew what was going on in your mind. I tried to show you my love but you were always too hard headed to see, but now I realize that it’s only because you never loved me.*