You Have No Clue?

despondency echoes in your eyes like dripping plight resonating across a baron wasteland bound by your own hand held captive by words on your own lips but it is the very words unspoken haunting your thoughts obscuring reality blackened by self mortification i found you as the moon waxing and waning your personality periodically receding as if your spirit was on low volume the oscillating on high frequency once again a never ending cycle of pleasure then pain and like a sapling beaten by a summer thunder storm i still stand in the morning ready to receive the suns healing rays and again await the arrival of the next overcast how can passions fire still aglow with icy storms of pessimistic turmoil but it lives, for it is loved by a living heart you can choose who you choose to be whether you do or whether you don't will depend on your priorities think, all the days you could have said something all the times that you were needed you were busy in some way you could have done something a thought, a word, a simple smile but you were selfish take a look at who you are, so open wounds will bleed when i'm melting in your eyes one look and i fall, will i be the last to fall and dance the night away a walking example of intoxicating beauty hence forth safely for nothing visible in light and walk with eyes wide shut sleep with open eyes close the door and turn your back or reality overcomes you, your living a lie am i confined by my senses to really know who you are for i have felt you with my spirit and i know the love you hold so why the invitation if you weren't gonna be the catch me when i fell in love with you and i might be an apple at the very top too much work for you to reach are you afraid to fall and i don't mean to be a nuisance i just think we can do better than this that is only my two cents you can take it or leave it