You Can'T Help Who You Love

I pray daily, For my feelings to go away, But I’m not so glad to say, That they are still here. I hope that we reunite, Before the end of this year. My love for you is indescribable, I’ve never felt like this, Before in my life. When I think of you, My heart trembles, My lips quiver, And my eyes water. I don’t know if it starts from just you, Or my desire to bear sons and daughters. In which I had a chance for a new one, But it no longer exists. At night, I toss and turn in the bed. Hoping that you will soon return home, So that we can again spend private moments In our love dome. I pray daily, For my feelings to stay, And that I’ll be glad to say, They and you are here. I hope that reunite, Before the end of the year, And that Lord blesses, Us tremendously. So we won’t have to continue, To fight over money. I pray often that the Lord, Does these actions, For you: outward push and shove. I guess that if it is God’s will: You can’t help who you love.