You Aren'T Afraid At All

I didn’t get to say goodbye to you
When you passed away out of the blue
I didn’t get to make it up to you
When I hurt you badly in rage and rue

I want to change, I do
But I can’t stop thinking of you
And the things I put you through
To be honest, it’s true —
I love you…
Come back, baby, come back

You aren’t afraid at all
When I want to stand tall
You aren’t afraid at all
When I walk this hopeful hall
You aren’t afraid at all
When I have my fist against the wall
You aren’t afraid at all
When my heart beats in appall

I didn’t mean to use you as a punching bag
When you were living life without a reason to brag
I didn’t mean to manipulate you and damage
The relationship we once had — it’s a lot of emotional baggage

I want to change, I do
But I can’t stop thinking of you
And the things I put you through
To be honest, it’s true —
I love you…
Come back, baby, come back

You aren’t afraid at all
When I want to stand tall
You aren’t afraid at all
When I walk this hopeful hall
You aren’t afraid at all
When I have my fist against the wall
You aren’t afraid at all
When my heart beats in appall

I’m sorry for everything I do
That harmed you in any way
I haven’t a clue, haven’t a clue
You’ve gone away, gone away
I’m sorry for not holding you close with pride
I suppose I’ll be moving on now…I’ll make it up to you I vow
I love you, I didn’t know you were hurting inside
I’m sorry you died, I can’t recover completely somehow

I want to change, I do
But I can’t stop thinking of you
And the things I put you through
To be honest, it’s true —
I love you…
Come back, baby, come back

You aren’t afraid at all
When I want to stand tall
You aren’t afraid at all
When I walk this hopeful hall
You aren’t afraid at all
When I have my fist against the wall
You aren’t afraid at all
When my heart beats in appall

I’m sorry I let you down
You aren’t afraid at all when you left this earth, my shimmering sun
I’m sorry I wear this frown
Hopeless and feeling guilty for not giving you quite enough attention
I’ll get over what I have done to you
Eventually, I’ll forgive myself too
But, know I love you from the start
Even when you’re gone, I’ll take heart
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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Allison Avatar
June 4, 2023 at 1:17 PM
A lyric many of us can relate to David regrets regrets its too late to say sorry when someone pas passed away, excellent ink my friend. hugs Jan xx
Breidenthal Avatar
June 5, 2023 at 12:50 PM
Thanks a million! :)
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