You Are My Only Regret

I miss you so much, I wish I could go back in time, Just to see u smile again, Just for one last hug, One last kiss. Just to see you one last time. I was too young when u died, So I didn’t get to know you very well. I wish I could have. The only memories I have of you are when you were in pain. In the hospital, Ashamed of letting me see you like that. But I was never ashamed. I loved you, And I still do! You were such a happy man, So everyone tells me, But I just can’t remember! I can’t remember your smile, I can’t remember your laugh, I can’t remember your happiness. I miss you so much, I just wish I could remember. Maybe if I could, The pain would go away. The tears would soak into my skin and dry up. Maybe the hole in my heart would even fill in. If I could only remember. I only have one regret in my life, Not spending enough time with you, Not giving you enough hugs, Not getting to know you. You are my only regret! I miss you Guido, Wish you were here!