You are a long time ago

You are a long time ago Something so distant A stranger What it would be like to see you now It used to light up my face Before it started to make my eyes watery It's ironic We met to fall apart And that was Gods saving grace I would never have been free from you otherwise It wasn't bad at all Now I miss you vaguely The never ending talks The filling company The daring presence Being part of your world But there is nothing there anymore And strangely there is no emptiness But the world feels like an enormous vacuum And I am so tired of breathing