Years Missed

Lately you've got me twisted --- all mystified Of what things could have happened --- had I been by your side The paths that we could have taken --- the crossroads where we met Have dug up these long lost emotions and feelings in my firefly net The memories we could have created --- the times we would have had Keep dancing and spinning in riddles and shapes in my head The questions un-answered and how I know in my soul it should have been Sitting and regretting why your heart I never tried to defend The stories we would have made --- and the love we would have made Fifteen or so years --- I let you slip through my fingertips and fade Regrettable decisions --- Father Time fell asleep As silently my heart settled in shattered pieces --- lonely and lost weeps The steady breathing of you by my side Feels like most of my life without you --- Fate lied Two paths connect --- not by accident --- I know So many places inside my heart --- I'll guide you through and show If those two weeks are a web of long lost dreams come true --- And I make the righteous decision to be with you --- The valuables I'd sacrifice to grant me these wishes To spend eternity with you --- for those years missed of kisses