Writers Block

with writers block i feel like im locked in a curse like im lookin at a clock that doesnt work like a paramedic that cant stop all the hurt then i sit and think whats it all worth look at a bottle of vodka scared to touch it my family are drinkin that strong look to the sky like wheres the justice aint none so i get pen and paper and put my thinkin cap on i look at everythin ive had to go thru friends are like alex we miss da old you youve changed so much i aint changed i had to grow up wise before my time if u think ill hide in thge dark you are wide of the mark truth lies in my rhymes look in my room and the lights are off sittin wit pen and pad in height of what when u rap u spend most ur time with writers block tell me i wont make it i will fight it off u can continue to hate cuz i keep dreamin and keep believin so u cant stop me acheivin