Worth It

Wondering... is going through the pain of not having him here still the ache in my heart caused by the memories that my mind fills the tears I weep often in the night from walking away taking that walk with nothing more to say walking until we were each out of the others sight or so we thought... is it worth it Wondering... is the getting up and facing each day knowing it's just going to be the same as yesterday such a crying shame hoping that call from him will come in so you can be happy even if for just a moment again is this a battle I'm going to win... is it worth it Wondering... about the what if's, could of, should of, and would of about the mysteries of ourselves we had yet to solve looking back on mistakes that were made and promises forgotten what about our love which we doubted the regrets that have since set in all this it's no wonder i don't know where to begin I do hope soon there will be an end... is it worth it there is one thing I know for sure it might have some people floored when they ask is all you've said you've done for him wroth it I get to look then in the eyes and say with all I am and will be with all my heart and soul I believe so he's the one I'll never be able to let go