Wondering/Doubting

I wonder all the time If we were meant to be The world is so crazy and my eyes are so hazy I can not see Nor do I want to look upon that face And feel the feelings I cant erase I want you but I don’t I feel the passion burning on my skin Yet at the same time I’m a icicle within All the voices in my mind Swirl and twirl And combined Some say to stay with you The man I always knew Others say to leave What you’ve done is to harsh for me I fancy you And cannot stand your presence Is this the love I dreamed of Or just a sad rollercoaster filled with shattered dreams And whose destroying them Is it you? Or is it me? So I’ll stay and wonder And I’ll doubt Is this what true love is about