Within

He lurks and prowls
 Around every corner waiting,
I am an addict, an easy target,
 So he waits salivating.
The demon tempts me
 Everyday with persuasions
I’ve let the demon in with
 My self inflicted lacerations.
Like a stray cat he returns to my door
 For that’s where he feeds.
Screaming, pleading that one more fix
 Is all that he needs
The stench of the undead consumes me
 As he whispers in my ear,
Losing Gods will and relinquishing
 To the monster is what I fear.
These whispers and temptations
 I pray for the Lord to alleviate.
With every step in sobriety
  Demon breathes the notion to deviate.
His frozen cold breath singes 
And burns against my cheek
A feeling I combat every hour, 
Everyday of every week,
From the time I rise till I lay down my head
 This battle rages within.
For I am the demon, the demon is I,
 So is it possible that I will ever win.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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