Wishing For a Smile

I thought it would get easier.
A year has come and gone.
I hope and pray for a better day,
every time dusk turns to dawn. 

As the time passes,
I wish the pain would too.
My mind and heart still ache,
from the sudden loss of you. 

I wish I could call and say, “Hello”
just to see how your day is going.
I wish you could reach down 
and wipe my tears that are flowing.

It is getting harder to say, “I’m fine”
and make it through my day.
My charade is becoming tiresome
I wish there was another way.

Pretending that I am okay 
is beginning to take its toll.
Your death has surely rocked me
down to the depths of my  soul.

When you passed away
you took a piece of me with you.
A chunk of my life I will never get back,
and there is nothing I can do.

I used to see you in my dreams, 
but you’ve been absent for a while.
At least on those early mornings
I would wake up with a smile.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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October 7, 2014 at 12:30 PM
your poem is wonderful, Enjoy your day, Love ~SKAT~
Allison Avatar
October 6, 2014 at 5:04 PM
Such a sad heartfelt write I can feel your pain in every word. My heart goes out to you Steph:( Hugs Jan
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