Wishful Thinking

i wanna lay in bed and feel his warmth next to my body
instead of laying alone and only feeling the creeping cold 
i wanna look into his eyes and hold his smile
instead of glancing at him and watching him look away
i wanna feel his lips on mine, kissing me warmly
instead of pretending that it would happen once again
i wanna love him freely, to let him love me
instead of worrying how my love could hurt him 
i wanna feel his arms around my body
instead he can barely touch me
i wanna stop crying inside
instead let him fill my life with laughter
i wanna stop loving him
stop the pain in my soul
but it wont go away
i wanna hear him call me baby
instead of just remember the times
he wrote those words to me
i want ta, i need ta, but baby i dont think its happening
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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January 7, 2010 at 10:22 PM
wow rain... I wrote the heart I never had before because my past relationships have made me keep searching becaue of the pain. I read this and it's my point of view but better than I could ever try to write myself. Awesome
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January 6, 2010 at 8:54 AM
Hurt's too much, you don't see, how much your hate hurt's me. I wish we could be, but baby I don't think you can see me. I feel your pain rain. The little blurb I wrote is a poem I wrote I don't have it finished though that is why it is not up but is about the same topic you wrote on. Loving someone who doesn't love you. So sad Hope you soon find love~ Brittany
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December 30, 2009 at 8:11 PM
If its meant to be Rain it will happen for both of u... luv is a great emotion when felt by two.. one sided never works.. ask me.. I know .. many times over... enjoyed your poetry tonight... Happy New Year 2010 with blessings... luv... Linda-Marie "Sweetheart" of Poetry Soup...
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