Wish I Knew You When I Was Young

WISH I KNEW YOU WHEN I WAS YOUNG Looking back on those years... Everything was fragmented. Everything was made by nightmare. I got a lot of questions to ask, But there were no answers found. My life was a missing puzzle. Trying to solve it every day. Through a maze game chased by a cat, A little mouse is being played. I had no time to play with friends. Had no time to pick little flowers. Had no time to fetch something cool. For I was imprisoned to his abuse. Nobody was there for me. It was only me hearing my own scream. Trapped in a secret room No one was there but a doll on my knees. Such an abuse to see an old man kissing me. I was young when he manipulated me. Ten years still, chained on his arms Waiting for a white horse to come around. All grown up with fear in my head. Still he got in to me and scared me to death. I was about to kill my long torture But there's a sudden bang on my twenty year old door. A man in uniform from outdoor, Saved me from fire I tasted so long. Came in to me to calm my frightened tears. The man who kidnapped me for years, Took his life and jumped over the bridge. He may get a peaceful life, But his soul is burning in hell. Wish I knew this savior when I was young. He could have changed my fate forevermore. I could live life like what others do. Live life where no one abuses you. Wish I could change things just like that Forget the bad memories in the past. Wish I knew this savior when I was young. Things could have turned differently then and now I'd like to see myself enjoy childhood memories See myself enjoy with purity