Why To Love When

Why to love with all my soul when ending is so painful?... And love itself has never ever proven to be gainful... Why to love with all my mind when she wasn't even thinking? And jumped from the ship of hope when it just started sinking... Why to love with all my feelings when she wasn't even mine?... And if will we be together even there was no sign... Why to love with all my heart when she has left me breathless?... But what to do with storm in me that has made me restless... Why to love with all my love when love is not existing?... If it does, then prayers, beggings are not much assisting...