Why Me

I stand in the door way as you walk away out of my life i promise you will stay you call my house,in public you yell my name I still keep my promise till this day late one night you came bye you held a gun bye your side you knock while you yell my name i slitly open the door then you say i love you girl with all my heart I'll love you till death due i part if you let me in we can start from the beginning standing there i say i cant be with you i hope your ok he put the gun to my head i started to cry and he was yelling i love you girl i guest you'll Never know but i'm sorry i could Never let you go He turned the gun away from my head he said i'm sorry i really am then he shot his self in his head then he fell to the floor in his hand a ring was found with that ring a note was found it said will you Marry me i love you with all my heart i want to start a family with you your the love of my heart as i sat there i cried asking myself why it had to be me why he shot his self now today i live my life feeling guilt was it my fault if i would have loved him he wouldn't be dead if i would have loved him he would have lived!!!