Why Do I Feel

Why do I feel the way I feel? I wish this feeling was not real How do you keep moving ahead in life When you are not even good enough to be a wife? What is the worst of all is when you start to feel nothing at all You go numb and start to fall Why do I feel the way I feel? I wish this feeling was not real I try to make scense of life and what it means But I do not fit in this little world I am living in Why do I feel the way I feel? I wish this feeling was not real