Why Cant I Find Love

Why is it I cant find love? 
Is it because I am a good man? 
Is it because I will never disrespect a woman 
Or is it because I will even search the vast deserts 
Of galaxies that exist in this universe 
Looking for the perfect woman 
That God wants to keep hidden from me? 
Is that not what a woman wants? 
These questions keep me analyzing 
On why love doesn’t turn out what you expect it to be. 
Why is it that broken hearts are never justified? 
I have indeed experienced the reincarnations of lost souls 
Better yet broken hearts. 
Have I deserved to be treated so wrongly by the woman of my past? 
Or was it that God has placed a curse upon me? 
and the only way to break that curse 
is that my love for the perfect woman must be true and real. 
Endless questions without answers 
keep popping into my confused mind 
where did I go wrong in my relationships? 
Why is it that I have to look for a woman 
That is not so scandalous? 
Why is that everyone else seems happy 
And I don’t? 
All I know it has been one long year 
And women like that? 
Should not exist in this world 
Because messing with a mans heart 
And his desire for somthin he loves 
Has to be an unnatural ability 
Which leads me back to my first question 
Why cant I find love?
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February 9, 2010 at 7:27 AM
I would like to welcome you to PoetrySoup Leonardo. I also wish you the best in your writing endeavors. If you have questions please feel free to ask anyone here. We are all willing to help and if we don't know the answer we will find someone who does. Love, Carol
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February 9, 2010 at 1:50 AM
Nice, honest expression. The answer is because you are afraid of love, too wounded and fearful to see it when it comes to you. You also know it will end with someones heart hurting, and you are too afraid it will be you. read me last couple poems and the one on love and truth and the religion poems, they answer your questions in riddle.
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