Why Breaking My Heart

Why do you have to break my heart is it that you don’t want me anymore it is better to tell me rather than you ignore me it is better for you to tell me rather I find out the truth myself as I am consuming a lot of pain which is hurting my feelings I sit and review my decision did I make the right choice as I sit lonely like rose flower in a desert while shading tears like a lost woman you have left me with a wound which we will only need you to heal but I don’t think your coming back to me which making me cry I am heart broken but you cant see it through my chest even though I act not to mind while I do care for you