Why

I need to find my place on this earth What was the reason for my birth. I have seen so much sorrow What could your plan hold for tomorrow. What is the cause of so much pain I feel my whole heart has been slain. A bad childhood waited for me so much devastation i'm sure you would agree. now my arms are empty with no child to hold If I asked you why God, would that be too bold? They say there are others who have it worse than me But are their hearts as broken, that is the key. My heart was so filled with so much love for the babies now with you above. Please give me an answers I seek Or will my future look just as bleak?