Why???

I try not to break down so I hide My true feelings deep inside Though inside I cry Because I have too much pride To let tears drop down my eyes Still bent on our relationship’s demise Theirs something that I’ve realized That I was meant for you And you weren’t meant for I So I sit hear reminisce and then sigh And ask myself this question every night WHY??? Sometimes I don’t think she knows How far my love for her goes But since were not together I rather not let it show But her love for me I see Cuz when she’s mad she tends to blow And I don’t see her much now But since day one when I saw her face it glowed A smile so relieving it takes off a load And you can’t help but love her Even when she’s in that mode (*****) So WHY let her go??? She’d say I was looking to score I’d say the move was very immature And if we kept it up you’d think it’s a war So I’d politely say sorry and hang my head to the floor And she’d look at me wit a nasty look and say sure But in all you’re the reason my heart is now sore And I’m sure you’d say the same about yours But still my feelings I can’t ignore So I sit in this pit and feel guilty For everything I’ve made you endure And constantly say sorry like it’s a cure And ask myself WHY when we aren’t together I want you so much more WHY???