Why

Why does his love make me sad, make me break down and cry. Why do i let his love controll me, even when i realize his lies. His love is wrong, but i can't help but want him so bad. Why did i let him in my world knowing i wouldn't be the only girl , knowing he will cause me so much pain. lonely holidays, promising presents. If only i could make this man my past. Dreaming in his eyes wishing i can get away from his charm. Why do i wait on his phone calls. Laying in my bed wanting him here with me. Weaken by his touch. Why did i give him my everything when he gives nothing. How could he give me pleasure and pain, his love reaches my soul. With him i'm not sane, his love drives me crazy. Why do i stay so true when he is unfaithful. Why do i yearn for forever when at times i wish we never meet, we never came together. Why does his love make me so sad, make me break down and cry.