Why

before i cry 
before i die 
before i fry
back to heaven 
why don't my profile awakens
in the mildest of your medulla oblangata
why cant i be disseminated in your hat

i bet i played well
even though i was growing pale
i did it all for no attitude of sell
but why not disseminate my work

you ground mi in your envy 
dressed in dark like funeral
your jealous is great like fire in the furnace
what wrong have i done not to be appreciated
surely if u cant see it then a dead man 
is better off than you
why can you disseminate my effort
                       
i loved u 
i gave u what u wont even give back
thus my time knowledge and energy
i fought your battles like they are mine
i cried even wen i wasn't the one hurt 
cause i was really hurt seeing u hurt

but now 
since u r selling like a hot cake 
anguishing in the heads and mouth of men 
fully with proud and poached pockets
i have become a metal with rust
no reason u got to recognize me 
but my question is .. how long will this last
i best i should let it past 
i break and bomb the bridge behind mi
so i wont look back 
but still i want to be disseminated 
for whats worth living if not even one person recognize u
Your effort your work 


aa still there is one thus JESUS 
he recognize mi he is a friend ....
a recognition from him is worth conquering the world.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2018



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