Who Is Logical

(Colino)
so you say you have no memory 
of the last day you were friends with me 
no link to help remembering 
your brain can't give you anything 

conclusion, you are clueless 
your memory is useless 
and you can't give your own story 
nor pick out bits most surely 

so you can offer nothing 
your brain don't bring a thing 
unaware or emptied 
or with a truth which you're hiding 

yet when I talk of incidents 
the memories I'm recalling 
you claim they never happened 
and from my delusion they are spawning 

you have no argument or alternative 
just denial and diversion 
questioning my sanity 
YET YOU HAVEN'T YOUR OWN VERSION 

But this is my one story,
never one before it, 
a mystery for 14 years 
when I was never talking 

and in that time you stayed confused 
as do all with me removed 
you paint the scene I WAS SENSELESS 
no logic to include

it passed the cause away from you 
handing out bits others chew 
you need them to think as you do 
to be believed as now I'm refused 

I tell them you manipulate 
but I just get ignored 
and even though they read this mate 
it won't impact their thoughts 

(Colino, Dom, Kev)
you 3 have no story 
just denial and diversion 
and people just ignore me 
judgement through perversion 

logically you're logicless 
but all think that that is me 
ignorance is really bliss 
as is stupidity 

people near or close to you 
are stood to close to see  
whilst everyone around the world 
see differently with ease 

you have no memory or logic 
and claim delusion is with me 
to those not involved it's obvious 
you're just gaslighting me 

*for Colino, Dom, Kev, and all the people believing them blindly judging me, 
a person to whom you never speak yet judge assuredly.
they gaslight and manipulate, getting you as they got me 
don't tell me my logic's gone, where is theirs, it's them you all believe 
and Susan isn't validation, she knows as much as you, 
like you she seeks from them, and like you don't come to me. 

How rude to call me a lying delude 
it's my life, and you weren't there 
reality for me but just a tale to you 

no response needed

you judge me without me involved 
I've no influence on what resolves
from now on I AM NOT INVOLVED 
with contamination they evolve
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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