Where To Start

So, thanks for the distractions 
But I need to pursue my passions 
What paths am I on again?
My universe was turned upside down
I gave you my hearts crown 
And you were too busy filling your purse 
In other words, can I get a reimburse?
Of the curse of knowing you 
Time cannot be reverse
Where to Start?

You may argue that it was my choice to go rescue 
Because I thought I saw, strength, value, and virtue 
That’s why I was into and wanted to continue 
Now I see though that your love was never true
It was all just a waste; my heart needs to be erased
My hearts broken and needs to be awoken 
Where to Start?

I need a nurse, for these symptoms are getting worse
But the dispatcher only wanted to send a hearse 
Because I’m frozen and instead I’m being led in a sled 
Consumed by this blacken cavity tissue 
Because girl you are my issue
My love became the smoke of a cigar
Forgotten memoirs of a fallen star
Thrown down and drowned in a shadowy well 
Farewell. No misspell. I meant ‘Go to hell!’
Here’s my eulogy. Wish you never met me 
Thanks for the remembrance of you
Where to start?

She a player who’s queued for her next match 
Wanting to try out her newest patch 
Then taking aim
And ------- until there is nothing else to game 
The body counts
Something is wrong with her account 
Where to start? 

She needs to go find a new toy
Something like a little solider boy
Melting all the plastic
Making all the room toxic
Did someone call for the medic?
The verdict, horrific
My empty cavity 
Just a tragic memory
Where to start?

As there will always be this shadow behind my ---
To harass 
As a reminder of our past
So, why do the nice guys finish last? 
Because of you!
Where to start?

In pain, I cried
Being electrified 
In this hospital room 
Called life’s classroom 
I’ll need a qualified doctor
Something to monitor 
This surgery of your robbery 
From the treasury 
Of my heart 
Where to start?

Copyright © | Year Posted 2019



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