Where To Start

So, thanks for the distractions But I need to pursue my passions What paths am I on again? My universe was turned upside down I gave you my hearts crown And you were too busy filling your purse In other words, can I get a reimburse? Of the curse of knowing you Time cannot be reverse Where to Start? You may argue that it was my choice to go rescue Because I thought I saw, strength, value, and virtue That’s why I was into and wanted to continue Now I see though that your love was never true It was all just a waste; my heart needs to be erased My hearts broken and needs to be awoken Where to Start? I need a nurse, for these symptoms are getting worse But the dispatcher only wanted to send a hearse Because I’m frozen and instead I’m being led in a sled Consumed by this blacken cavity tissue Because girl you are my issue My love became the smoke of a cigar Forgotten memoirs of a fallen star Thrown down and drowned in a shadowy well Farewell. No misspell. I meant ‘Go to hell!’ Here’s my eulogy. Wish you never met me Thanks for the remembrance of you Where to start? She a player who’s queued for her next match Wanting to try out her newest patch Then taking aim And ------- until there is nothing else to game The body counts Something is wrong with her account Where to start? She needs to go find a new toy Something like a little solider boy Melting all the plastic Making all the room toxic Did someone call for the medic? The verdict, horrific My empty cavity Just a tragic memory Where to start? As there will always be this shadow behind my --- To harass As a reminder of our past So, why do the nice guys finish last? Because of you! Where to start? In pain, I cried Being electrified In this hospital room Called life’s classroom I’ll need a qualified doctor Something to monitor This surgery of your robbery From the treasury Of my heart Where to start?