Where I Fall Back In Line

endless thoughts, where do i begin? what this has brought, is it possible for me to win? a ball of fire, hangs low in the sky. fading to pink as i gaze higer, it catches my eye. the changing leaves. colors burst. natural beauty, hard to believe its quenching my hearts thirst. cool air hugs me, like an unwanted blanket. warm thoughts flee, with better places to be. standing, admiring, questioning. surrounded by natures beauty. appritiateing for the first time. good, yet bad, truely. since this is where i fall back in line. life takes time, but time takes patience. patience contridicts your gut, which follows your heart, so where does tht fall in relation? healthy?, happy?, broken..?