Where Do I Begin? Again

eyes wide open but sightless in thought held captive by gravity but weightless in pursuit of a love lost so suddenly rekindled this flickering flame where do i begin? again does she still feel the same? it's more intense than when the first time i came eyes wide open but sightless in ecstasy deep water i'm drowning my lungs fill my eyes roll back in my head dead to the world resurrection in her bed is this where it ended last? how do i avoid the recurring past? where do i begin? again