Where Did I Miss It

Just how real can it get I ask myself, Living through these feelings That I have never felt. Finding there are more times I am unable to do, The things I enjoy and things that I peruse. How could I have not seen this coming on, Its been here right in front of me for so long. To imagine all the time I have wasted believing its ok,' My life slipping through my fingers day after day. So much took for granted ignoring what it cost, those that I cherished are now forever lost. TACarter