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Whenever I Think Of

Whenever I think of the little boy
Playing cops and robbers, putting bad guys away;
Oh, those clouds in the sky were never as high
As the ones in my dreams, the times that it seemed
I could fly.

Whenever I think of that first date;
Conversations rehearsed, got a full tank of gas;
Don't forget the fresh flowers, talk nice to her mother
And boy, don't be late, or she may want to date
Some other.

	I wonder sometimes if I'll ever grow old,
	If I will, I only wonder when;
	But I wonder who I would be now
	If it weren't for who I was back then...

Whenever I think of the cap and gown,
That nice piece of paper I keep in some drawer,
All around me I see little girls, little boys
Dressed in grown up clothes at grown up jobs and
Grown up shows.

Whenever I think of the little boy
Still hiding inside this old shell of a man
I guess I'll never see the man I thought I'd be
But I've had such fun trying in living and dying
To be me.
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Blodgett Avatar
March 14, 2020 at 2:48 AM
This write in every given sense is in the spirit of the words that depict the story told. A perfect fit and pure enjoyment. I know I will read more. You are so gifted. Lonna
Watt Avatar
March 14, 2020 at 3:00 AM
Kind and thoughtful words from such a talented writer! Many blessings ~ John
Bauer Avatar
March 4, 2020 at 3:40 PM
this is wonderful, john! i love the way you've ended it, too - very uplifting...
Watt Avatar
March 4, 2020 at 7:28 PM
Greatly appreciate you stopping by, Ilene. Always love seeing your comments ~ John
Dietrich Avatar
March 4, 2020 at 3:07 PM
This is wonderful and I recognize it from one of your books. It has to be from one of them. Or how would I recognize it again! You chose a really great way to reminisce on how you felt way back when!!
Watt Avatar
March 4, 2020 at 7:31 PM
Yep, it's from a book of mine. Thanks for your sweet words ~ John
Messina Avatar
March 4, 2020 at 8:13 AM
Great poetry, John. Funny how most of grow old realizing we are not the little boy we thought we'd be. Love this. Have a great day my friend. Charlie
Watt Avatar
March 4, 2020 at 11:01 AM
Thank you, Charlie. We grown-ups tend to be some blend of mature adult and playful child. Finding that proper balance is the key! Have a great day ~ John
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