When you having bad day

When the world hates you It's such a lonely place Crawling out of bed each day Forgotten in each and every way Grasping at straws to build nest Every minute is a torturing test Blow away by unkindness Held together buy a fine web Of sorrow and unhappiness Each word thrown your way Cut like a knife through softened clay Leaving a scar and empty space Not winning at life's pointless race Burdened by life's past actions Push till they get their reaction Life is a lonely road Where you must walked alone Indeed I need a angel Or a new end to my fable   Last year I grew up to late To now realize my fate Of a life not to be enjoyed But to be endurable enough To make getting up tomorrow Seem like a plan living on time borrowed To hate is to love and to love is to hate Will I ever be happy with my fate