When you don't have closure, Talk to God

Lord, I'm just not sure what to do. For a few moments can I walk with you? My feelings are raw right now, where do I start? Someone I've loved pierced me in my heart. A very close member of my family. Has done some very cruel things to me. I tried many times to make all things right. But the light between us, remained dark as night. I'll never know what I did so wrong. But there's hate inside me that does not belong. There's a root of bitterness growing inside of me. My role in our division, I have failed to see. So Father this is why I have come to you. Seeking the grace and forgiveness I need to get through. Your word says we all sin and I agree this is true. For my role in this matter, I ask forgiveness from you. To my sister now departed forgive me again for my sin. I love you and I'm sorry from your brother Ken. One thing more my big sister, I'd just like to say. I look forward to a big hug in heaven someday. To all of my children God says to forgive. Unforgiveness can haunt you as long as you live. All of us fail sometimes in this human race. But we have a reset, it's call our Father's grace! Forgive, whether or not you feel you've done wrong. His grace, like medicine will make your heart strong!