When Will It Last

When I look up Everything stop I live n fear I'll die n tear Tick tock tick tock... Time to surrender the lock Everyday is a fight I see no light I am physically exhausted, mentally drained and above all emotionally uncertain, n how to react n every pain I never been vocal n how I feel but everyday is a struggle, it makes me ill Ill of the past & present, not sure of the future Facing obstacles for me is torture When will it last? When will it last? I am not asking for too much Life is not a b**** It is the people people around, which makes me & u cripple Just face the fact @ 1 time we smile, we cry and then we die!