When Love Disapears

Crying all alone in my room and I can't shake off the sadness. Don't know what on earth to do shivering there in the pit of darkness. How does one go on living when the person you love disapears? How do I go on everyday breathing? When I am choking on my tears. I've looked for you everywhere and I break down and cry. I can't find you anywhere no matter how hard I try. I can hear Death singing a sweet lullaby as my head fills up with dreams. Asking God to let me die so I can find you and me.