When I Think of You

When I think of you, 
I think fear. 
I think hate and lost trust, 
And lots and lots of lust.
When I think you, 
I think envy.
I think being green for the girls 
you fancied,
You left me alone while you 
played me. 
Leaving me to wonder..
Would you really come back 
and date me?
When I think of you,
I think of my youth.
When nothing me happier than 
to be with you,
I think how love and sex were 
new to me.
But not to you...
I fear many things. 
But I fear most when I think of 
you.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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July 3, 2016 at 12:31 AM
OLIVIA, enjoyed reading your poem, thank you for sharing your thoughts through words. *SKAT*
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August 22, 2013 at 9:02 PM
I enjoyed this... very sad and hurtful however.. wishing you happiness and not fear in your future. Love Maggie Mae
Hu Avatar
August 2, 2012 at 3:16 AM
Sad .Should move ahead .Good write:)
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