When I Leave My Trust Vulnerable

i dont miss the lies and excuses my heart almost dies and yet it refuses cant have it both ways over the yellow line on those bliss days no rewind yesterday so simple today very hard the last appearing dimples are now painful scars im walking down a desolate street when suddenly one car appears speeding down to a deathly meet as the sadness falls as tears the driver feeling in control and i feeling powerless who are they to fool the outcome of this as the car crashes,which is intolerable i see my life flash before my eyes when i leave my trust vulnerable someone seems to lose a life